kittyliciousG0NGZHU* <333

2006-07-15T12:45:00.000+08:00

going bugis w qingai later. weets! it has been long since we crap tgh. LOVE HER :D MAY BE CHANGING URL SOON. =D

2006-07-14T15:38:00.000+08:00

history will replay again. im sure about this, it only matters when it happends. i really hate them more & more. i find them so fake. you know? lols. i feel like cutting my hair, but wat if i regret? sigh sigh sigh. amaybe asking the price first. cus aint worht 30 to trim alil hair. during eng saw dose sec2 ppl back. was looking high & low for qingai but didnt see her but saw the cute justin! lols, his so skinny nahs. after school saw him walking alone so called her back. den i cant tahan the 2 jiaobin so decide to go with him. went back t school first, den walk to my house from school! SO FAR CANS? but i dnt feel like taking bus too! muahahhahaas. im sure dey will kar my jiao wei behide my back. for sure~ xD YAWNS~ so sleepy cans? who dont know their OWN LIMIT?

2006-07-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

okok, have the urge to post. went home right after school and reach home ard 125. aint im a good girl? use the com till 2 plus prepare tuition stuff and went nap ard 3. w40 went bath & get ready for tuition. it has been years since i started w tuition again. hopefully this is really helpping me to pass my N level maths. everything is so fast, qingai leaving for camp tmr. school will be sucky to me as the path i used to walk during recess. wont be able to see her cute smile & cant hear her voice. hope friday she got time can jio me out but dont think she can. she will be tired after the camp and shes having some talk in school during the evening if im nort wrong. was listenning to "ZHI SHAO HAI YOU NI" this song and it reminds of my dearest qingai. tears came out. what if one day she forgets me after i leave school? she my dearest and i love her more den anyone else. i dont know why im so emo. i dont know why tears just came out when im listenning to zhishaohaiyouni. qingai; do take good care of yourself alrights? im gonna miss you like fuck. sometimes, i hate you people. you claim to be mature but you think you all are? you say me asif everything my fault oh please you think you are the best? beating here and there, didnt you all do that? you are just fucking childish and cliam that you are the best. OH FUCK, i really hate going school beside crapping with my dearest qingai all that. nothing worth going. wont be online from mon till friday. i want study! and prove to my mummy. LOLS- god bless me, the money for tuition wont be a waste of my parents money. i really want to pass my N. editting of profile making me go DING DING DONG. talking to didi on the fone makes me go HIGH HIGH HIGH. his so CUTE like ME =D

2006-07-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

he knows i've got a blog. he knows about those yandao stuffs. quarrel during friday night till very jialet. forget it~ im either changing a new blog or changing new password or even thinking or closing this blog. this is not the main reason too. i wanna stop myself from using so much of com. its a waste of time! got unfaithful from bestie mp3. weets~ so nice lah. =D IM SICK & TIRED/ I DONT WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE. LOLS! SO NICE; muahahahahas~ cant watch scary movie on fri, argghhs~ ass! jus two months away from my bdae cant watch nc16 meh? kukubird! den we watch recycle. those ghost face is scary & the sound effect bloody damn loud! got scare by dimple den me ira & her scream tgh. LOLS. so funny lah. but got touching part alos lahs. xD went cp after that. went missha to check whether they got wat i wan anot. sad only left one. ALWAYS LIKE THAT! den saw qingai`s sunshine boy. MUAHAHAHAHAS' nort bad nort bad. xD qingai taste got improve. =x got so irritated by frewster! fuck norhs. make till i very pek chek! ROARS- SCREAMS- SHOUT- envy his ex, cus shes good at editting pic & editting profile. but im good at nothing. =( hmms, sat stay at home till night waited for ahger came. =D dey had thier dinner den me & her went kovan, BUBBLE TEA! XD den walk ard bought my tape for name tag. xD den walk walk suddenly she wan drink v.k den went took a bus drop @ the stop b4 my hse went 7-11 ue know lah. FAIL! den we took 101 one big round till my house there went mama shp see got sell nots den dont have we go playground sit. den saw 1yandao. WEETS! followed him till 20+ there. like bian tai lah me. =x den slack ard went cheers see see. den decide ask mummy buy. while walking mummy called, den ask her come dwn. den ask her blah blha blah... end uo we bought NITE. hai hao loh. nothing much. told ahger next week try 8.8%. LOLS~ this morning study maths. i cant believe i study 2hours15mins for maths ok. muahahhaas~ maths w ahger every sun. =D sat night w her too! awwww~ i hate school lahs. qingai going camp this wed! BOOHOOOS! im gonna miss her like hell. sadd! and my hair sucks like hell. dont even have v shap or wat, so farking ugly! visiting supercut nxt sat night i think :D FRIENDSTER GETTING CRAZY, SO AM I. FREWSTER SUCKS idontwannabeamurderer./

2006-07-09T22:04:00.001+08:00

2006-07-07T13:27:00.000+08:00

school ends ad 1150 t0day. (: why aint it EVERYDAY? sigh sigh sigh` things are better, i hope. hope it will last! 1st lesson was cpa, while teacher teaching i go one coner go gv online check movie time. muahahahaas~ going out for movie later. bestie going for movie today too! but dont know she`s going w who. went toilet after MT came out saw best. she`s alone too. LOLS, fated lah! muahahahas` den she go for lesson while i walk to e place we sit. on the way say hello to jolene,cx & HONEY~ lols, honey so kute! xD den walk saw QINGAI & PEPPER! taoyan, qingai wants me t hug her! BLUSH* pepper`s smile is so sweet. :D going out ad ard 215. will be home b4 9 t cmy show. muahahhahaas` did some survey just now. alrights. bye~ 50 QNS SURVEYS ! 01. What time is it now? x- 1242pm02. What are you doing? x- THIS . listening to songs 03. Thinking of Anyone? x- ehhs , NANA qingai! 04. Are you Happy/Blur/Sad? x- DONT KNOW 05. Why? x- no reason06. What is the last thing you ate? x- mayo egg bread. 07. Last thing that made you cry? x- FRIENDSHIP PROBLEM 10. Whats the last movie that made you cry? x- FORGOTTEN. 12. Who do you wish to be by your side? x- HIM 13. Regretted anything in this month? x- YES 14. Did you fall in love/out of love in this month? x- DOTS 15. Who was the last person you talked to? x- MUMMY 16. Who was the last person you hugged? x- QINGAI 17. Who was the last person you sms? x- HIM THE END*

2006-07-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

things are better but nort tat good too. FUCK FUCK FUCK! enjoy to mix w the rest of the malay girls already. some i mean. joke & crap around :D paid $4 and got my name tag already. imma good girl. of cus, im not goonna iron it on. if ironning i will be ironning 1 uniform ONLY. oh yah, i should be proud of my name but it look so kiddy with ur name on ur uniform going everywhere. AWWWWWW~ and people will get to know your name. inculding STRANGERS. KNS~ wat if they knw my name & school den check on me and kidnap me? sigh sigh sigh` teachers have no common sense. =X did some survey during last period. HAD FUN~ every single question they asked, was either strongly disagree or disagree. nothing good i've mention. LOLS~ i did one strongly agree, GUESS WAT? question, I RESPECT MY TEACHERS. OF CUS I CHOOSE STRONGLY AGREE. =D imma good girl! i show respect! x) so many people changing URL. kinda lay t change but still have to change! xD STM treat me so good today during pe huh? ask me TRY MY BEST & kuku stuffs. oh please, theres one teacher with him of cus he act asif he really care lah! KNS. aini came back today. crap with her alot today too! hope shes coming everyday but she only coming on friday. KNS! LOLS. I LOVE MY DEAREST QINGAI! shes so good! LOVE HER LOVE HER! and sweetheart, thanks for your concern! =D you take care uhs? LOVES MANY!

2006-07-04T16:59:00.000+08:00

just finish helping lihong edit her pic. love the last pic i send her. simple yet nice~ =D school was bad enuff for me lah. things turn out diff and sucky. didnt talk much to them too. and the four of them seems so happy. yeahs, its four and im the extra one. after oral went home alone. wanna be independent. just only friday i didnt attend school things turn out like dat. :D its fine with me. im like transparents to them. awww~ its fine with me too. wont stay in school unless important stuff. going home after school alone. SO BE IT~ i really hate being alone but things changes. i need to get use to it too. didnt eat anything today till jus now. ate 1 cup cake. i really feel like crying. i dont know the reason why and yet things are now like that. OHH WELL WELL WELL~ im not sensitive but things are TRUE ENUFF TO LET YOU SEE. bitches steal frews away from me. go ahead. nana qingai & cyn bestie i all i need now, i think. must keep in contact with them no matter wat. where can i find nan number2 or cyn number2? sigh` they are my real real real frends.

2006-07-03T20:18:00.000+08:00

7 random facts about me 1) hello kitty LOVER 2) LOVE techno/music 3) love SLEEPING 4) LOVE sisters 5) shopaholic 6) attitude 7) ENJOY BIO-ING YDK =D 7 things that scare me 1) the dark 2) fail perlims 3) FAIL N`s 4) isolation 5) big dogs 6) siao kias 7) horror movies 7 random music at the moment 1) sound of my dreams ( mand ver.) 2) er zhuo ju 3) li ren jie 4) jia zhuang 5) ni na me ai ta 6) nao dao 7) ai mei 7 things I say most 1) sians / boring 2) kns 3) knn 4) shut up 5) go & die 6) OIE 7) siao 4 people to do this 1) YOU 2) YOU 3) YOU 4) YOU NANA QINGAI ASK ME DO WANT! =D

2006-07-03T19:37:00.000+08:00

tralalalas~ im back home :D had fun during this few days at ah ma house and of cus going out everyday la. sat night reach ther call xiao uncle come fecth us but he aint in so da uncle came w didi! =D he was so diam till we reach ahma house i smile at him den he started to smile and play :D he`s cute but his naughty too! he bite me la. but not pain~ xD skip till sunday! early morning woke up. went out before noon shop shop. den went home. meimei came ard in the noon. was so bored so went nua on the bed. when they are abt t go ask me wether wanna go thier house sleep not. den anything jiu go. reach ther sleep woke up ard 3plus. due to im the only one awake nua on the bed till 5plus. BUAY TAHAN! den went ahma house. went out for dinner. everybody~ total cost for dinner is 266. actually mummy wanted pay for the meal but end up da uncle insisted on paying~ so full after dinner went pasamalam. saw this dress? skirt? watever, its nice but didnt buy cus went other stall look. couldnt find any nicer den that. lazy walk back so headed home. after awhile hear the car sound coming guess its them so jitao ask xiao uncle bring me out! SO FUNNY LAH! so headed out, he bring me t the shop jus now i see wan. try it agn dnt really find the cutting nice so didnt buy. wanted buy shoe but the shop closed. headed t supermarket den home. on the way xiao uncle ask me wanna go supper den ANYTHING LOH. ate rotiprata! =D so nice okay. spore dont have so nice wan. den headed home. ate so much during this few days. DURAINS~ YUMMY! blah blah..... sat morning went j3 travel book land tour den headed to bugis to hand my card and stuff. didnt get to see fyd. WHY? HOW? WHERE? maybe he tio transfer to other outlet alraedy. sigh sigh sigh` dont know wat happend to me jus now while msg-in with dim. im sensitive but they are too much too. watever. no nobodys needs me anyway. =D im all alone, i need to get use to my life.

2006-06-30T16:56:00.000+08:00

didnt attend school today. woke up 5plus, still having flu so told my mum! =D slept till 11plus, woke up. didnt feel well. body feel like jelly~ bath den had my breakfast after tat took my tem cus i was feeling hot! 37.6 , 39.8 , now 38.3 slept alot alot but still fever couldnt gone~ im feeling terrbily lah. shall end my post. byebye

2006-06-29T14:26:00.000+08:00

dont feel well ytd night already. this morning having bad flu! ='( terrible lahs, throat dont feel well too. its so irritating. told mummy if tmr still like that, dont wanna go school. so terrible. had fun during maths lesson. long story, but its damn funny lahs. =D lazy to type out. hehs, on the way home today in the bus, the irritating kip on singing lonely! TAOYAN DER~1st time kena from him wan lohs. arbo is owaes i di siao him want. CHEENA DER LEHS~ =x have been listening during maths lesson. know how to do some of it already. xD maybe my tuition gonna falls on every tues 430. however, school can be fun. w/o rules & teacher like tiger. =) i l0ve sleeping. miss qingai so much! didnt see her for two days. sigh~ hope she get well soon. me too! but its okie not attending tmr lesson lah. 1&2st lesson is CPA nothing much. 3rd&4th; MT, my hatest sub. recess den 1 lesson maths after tat go hall for concert. see? only 30mins lesson worth going tmr. budden i can revise ad home mahs. so might as well stay at home. qingai saes lucify wil be @ bugis on sat 3pm & 5pm. dont know can go mahs, cus sat gg ahma house also! lazy blog. byebye. oh yah, dont know why frewster cant play the song agn. pcb~and sometimes my profile get mess up. KNN.maria says beauty therapy do have make up, but some say no. WHO TO LISTEN HUH?!.

2006-06-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

ahem~ wont be able to blog tmr onwards. studies study STUDY! back to school today. early in the morning, got shoot by STM. KNN WAN. first day of school only loh, during eng also say me. KNS` he think he so good/perfect eh? LJ~ irene change her hairstyle. LJ LAH, so fucking act pretty wan lohs. PUKE~ and yeah, hate those chinese ppl. PUI PUI PUI! during eoa got ppl sae my hair colour can see, walao. better dont go baotou me loh, or i will curse ni men~ i didnt even dye my hair during the holi, jus the color fade from the previous hair dye. im nort gonna dye my hair anymore~ i mean when finish school, perhaps gonna do highlight. treament, rebonding =D during ass was bored. didnt really talk, only talk to faz about ITE stuff. she ask me to take beauty course! im gonna take that =D daddy & mummy allows me to take that too! and when they ask me wanna take wat course my reply; dont know leh (but in my heart i wan beauty course lah! =D) they; take beauty course lah. i very shi he take beauty meh? TAOYAN LAH. faints~ LOLS. but its at simei, so far lohs. bth, but if im taking maria taking we can go to school everyday together! -D how great uhs? my dearest~ hehes, he* ka jiao me today. i forgot him during the holi alr and the part im worried is coming. im scared i will fall for him again! i now like one hongster lohs. but im not like tat ok? LETS NATRUE TAKE COURSE. S/N Nitec Course College Campus (simei) Cut-Off Points 1 Nitec in Beauty Therapy ITE College East ;10

2006-06-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

back again! maybe this is the last entire of the old limin bahs. i wanna change to study good ger! =D went to work in the morning, saw fyd. so yd lah, heh. budden now, i dont dare to look into thier shop already. dont know why too! so have to tout ou bio lohs! : ) had mos for lunch with serene & janet! was later 19mins, cus janet bought some clothes. fyd leave at 530 plus. sigh sigh sigh` wait for me cannot der meh? SIAN LAH! venesa work today! went toilet with her 1 time. she's so cute lah. x) im gonna work hard for this 2-3 months till my N ends. either im gonna forget HIM* if i can, or if got go ***** den go bio! =D hopefully qingai can pei me go bugis on friday! budden dont think she can/want! =( after work walk to posb there to finally daddy. on the way got this guy stop me say do surey blah den i dont want. he friendly lohs, stil say byebye & stuff. why fyd not like him? HAISH! i wont be able to see him aymore. perhaps, this friday when im there. he`s gone to another outlet. er zhuo ju & ai mei my fav top song now. LOLS. will be sleeping early today, i guess.

i guess, i will be missing you most of the time; wo bu shi gu yi yao ai shang ni der; x( ying wo kan dao der, duo shi ni de bei ying;

2006-06-24T20:31:00.001+08:00

didnt wanted to post today. but was bored so shall post incase i wont post so much when school starts! did i say ytd went rp i saw somebody? !,!chatted with qingai on msn today, sigh` two guys. guyA, feeling fading. guy2, i dont know is there any feeling anot. SIGH~ tmr is the last day to bio fyd. hopefully his working tmr! =D i want be friend with him! dream on, i look so kns, erxin, fat. nobody will want make friend with me, esp ydks. haish! planning go bugis next friday after school to pass my stuff. hopefully someone can go with me. but, i want qingai pei me! i love her many many! x) she block me in my msn, i mean another acct. FINE! WHATEVER~ like i like you, really want be friend with you like that. KNS, i wanna ask her why she wanna add me in frewster! arghs` i know lah, increase number nice to see mahs. LAME PEOPLE` im feeling so tired, dont know can tahan till 230am mahs. den 3 sleep 8 wake up prepare go work. yawns~ i feel that i got a lil tanned already. I DONT WANT! i wanna be white now, like doll doll. =D yah, i can be a FAT, UGLY, DOLL! LOLS~

2006-06-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

2006-06-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

back to blog. x) went out early in the morning to meet muh monkeys. met dim outside posb first den walk to mall headed to library to return my book den left to interchange to take 89, i think. hahhas, hadd lotsa fun lah. budden dey kept bully me, SAD. after changi beach went makan had chicken rice x) saw *AHEM* ex at there too! so suay cans? -.-'' after that went compass then walk to rp den went kovan walk around. saw some bloody act xialan kias over there. trying to act ah lian, pui pui pui. kan ler jiu ER LAH! dimple spent so much today lahs. BTH~ hahas. FINALLY BOUGHT QINGAI`S BELATED BDAE PRESENT LAH! =D i love it very much! hope she gonna love that too~ or, I WILL PEEL OFF her skin. MUAHAHAHAHAAS~ on the way to bus stop was shouting & luaghing like mad like. LOLS Gonna study real hard when school starts. Hopefully will gonna be online only on friday, sat & sunday. Gonna revise everyday after school together with them. Hopefully i can get something into my brain lah! Muahahahaha`Tmr either stay ad home iron all my uniform and start to pack my bag or will be going out with my sis den pack & iron at night. I REALLY HATE SCHOOL TO THE MAX! isit time for me to love school now? awwww~ Do i look asif i have a choice? I dont wanna go into ITE. But daddy wans me to. AWWWW~ why taking private is fucking expensive? KNS, KNN. And, i wanna change to a brand new me =) Less ~!!#$#%%&%^*^&, Study more. GOOD LIL SCHOOL GIRL. hahahahahahahahahas~ NOT FUNNY, DONT LAUGHT* bought a kitty pen & pencil today. lalalas~ hahahahas, hehehehehe, hehhehhehhehheh. ming's fone, outide kovan selling 320, for second hand. I HATE MATHS, I HATE SC, I HATE MT! BOOHOOS`

2006-06-21T14:25:00.000+08:00

going ahger house later STUDY! hopefully im really serious this time as gort someone to teach me! tmr im working~ manage to sleep till 1plus today. theres still those ~!!@#@$#%$^%^*&^( sound but im damn tired so why not try my luck jus sleep uhs? hahas. i really need SLEEPING PILLS! i cant sleeep at night. i only fall asleep ard 2plus 3 plus. hellos? if im goona do this everyday, meaning school re-open i only get to sleep for 1hours plus or 2hr plus. GO & DIE LAHS! sleeping & bio-ing yandao is the precious thing for me in the world cans?

inlovewithastranger

2006-06-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

gort to see my fyd today :D was late for work by 5mins. ARGHHS` went toilet with joeleen. saw fyd having his lunch @ staff room eating. den after toliet went back work. sales today was like shit! but manage to sold monets necklace :D usually price is 328 but having less 20% and it cost 200plus. a lady bought that! im so happy` fyd left @ 515 like dat. sad, and i work till 7 today. fuck` but anyway im paid. so why not uhs? aint in the mood while working too! thinking too much abt fyd & sch starts those kind lahs. oh yah, saw pearlyn while working! was so shocked to see her. always being so pretty. :) she wave from far and i was thinking whos that person. LOLS- and walking nearer i saw PEARLYN! shes owaes so pretty! envy ok?

2006-06-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

work up ard 12 by the people whos making so much noise. den did some so called revision for maths. budden nothing seems to goes inside my hate lah. kanasai can! RORAS- now cant study sch starts MUST study! less den 45mins online. after not long qingai online! weets~ she doing homework ask her wanna go out anot blah blah. sinces so long nbr go out with her & when she ask me free anot i owaes work. so waited for her to finish her work den we meet up. x) today is a bad day for us! she sae her dressing is kuku aunty and mine TOO! arghhhs` im like going for hip hop dance lesson. --' as for qingai, i find it ok and as bad as mine! throw tons of jeans on muh mum`s bed in the end buay tahan just grab and wear. ROARS- so angry! had ljs for lunch~ xD hehehehehes! my FAVOURITE. play fotohunt too! deres really a big problem with my eyes. BLEAHS~ after eating went to neo mac lokk look. suddenly had the urge to took pics. x) so WE TOOK NEOS. budden the deco turn out nort bad, better den the few neos. but i turn out so UGLY lahs. haish~ how i wish i was pretty & slim. SIGH SIGH SIGH` but why im so UGLY & FAT? arghhs~ im working tmr. =D 1-6, fyd, here i come :D i did exce today by walking from house to kovan meet her. den frm kovan to home :D and otw to kovan, I SAW f van outside 7-11 there. aint me & f fated? LOLS- dreaming agn. -.- let qingai listen to er zhuo ju. so nice, i wanna share with her. hahaha. qingai kip talking abt the sunshine boy while i kip talking abt ydk. LOLS. shall really visit missha perhaps the next week:D well, nort gu yi wan go bio the sunshine boy and to get my stuff. cus the staffs said the stuff will be here ard end of month! =D shall go get it before the are out of stock again uhs? TEEHEES. watch lucify sang, dey really sang well & dey got the highest mark today. WEETS; claps for them! 38 and dey are 1st. WEETS, its rather sad dat jusb is out. i mean they sang well enuff lahs, and its sad that they are out. nevermind, they are already very good! =D edited some parts of my blog.wordings are change to chinese. tired of english now. LOLS- shall end here. byebye

2006-06-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

back from work. today, damn hell unlucky for me lahs. cheena want, dont wanna mention out! i just hate every coustomers today. all xialan one. and dose who i buaysong with. your parents/teacher never teach you manners ahs? guess im gonna sleep early tonight. freaking tired! sigh~ fyd working today! =D and saw few ydk today~ WOOTS! i wanna take his number` haish haish haish! next week last week bio him den school starts cannot bio liaos. cheena! and, i dnt knw net week working mahs. doris haven tell me yet. went to buy water ard 1plus went staff canteen. no greentea bottle so bought 100plus. fyd ad there sleeping! HEH, SO KE AI LAHS` today he kip missing want lahs. i only had, 1bao for breakfast cum lunch & 1 bottle of 100plus before having dinner! WOOTS` how i wish this can go on everyday den i can jianfei! gna bath later den com awhile sleep! =D

inlovewithastranger; iwantyou;iwantyournumber

2006-06-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

change the front pic jus now. wonder how is it. =] mummy & daddy leaving to jb early morning tmr. aunty so call marry BLAH wan lah! ROARS- mummy says if im nort working tmr she wll let me go and i can get to see my maddies sister! but sad, im working. ROARS- and, i HAVEN WASH MY STOCKING!!!!!!!!!! dont think i will be washing, im lazy. jus wash the clothes i will be wearing tmr.wonder will it be dry by tmr morning, SIGH` lastly, w/o mummy at home. I SCARED I CANT WAKE UP LAHS. im watching hi shng ban nu lang later till 230 mid night. meaning i will only fall asleep ard 3plus. waking up at 10plus? i dont know can wake up anot!!! MATI! nevermind~ I WILL TRY. =x and. i just notice this today. this one month holiday, i soent my days either working or at home. only few days at cousin house. ANIT I SO GUAI? omg` so guai of me lahs!

fyd, tmr! hopefully his working and nort off or TRANSFER! i will cry. ROARS-

i feel so DEPRESSED. i wanna cry. CRY OUT LOUD alone!

2006-06-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

short lil updates : )) watch beatiful boxer last night till 2plus i think. so nice, i love it. 4 STARS* den splet till 11plus today. ate my breakfast cum lunch. watch teebee online. chatted with his ex. ok, finally she replied. she say she was busy tat time-KNS` hohohoho~ den chatted with ah ger on the fone till 4plus went bath watch tebee! went kovan to dabao dinner ard 6plus.. i was badly shoushang! ROARS~~ oh yah, im working tmr : )) 1-6, IM HAPPY! =D actually i was posted to center point to relief their lunch. buddden i dnt knw wher the hell & how to get there. its ard ochard, I KNOW. dont ask me take MRT alone or go town alone. ROARS- told doris can post other ppl or not den she call me. budden i didnt know thats office number, so i didnt pick up =x hohohoho~ den msg her told her blah blah den she call me agn. den she posting wendy there. OLELELE OLALALALA~ den i go bugis relief. SERIOUSLY; i dont know why spore weather is SO SO SO FREAKING HOT! eyer~ altot sweating is good to jian fei BUT i hate sweating. make me so sticky & stinking. EYER + ROARS~ school re-opening in 9 more days? KNS, have to chiong studies instead of onling. must show to everybody im not stupid! tot his not gna sms me today budden he did. so wat? only you outside? den i reply him den jiu nvr sms alr. WHO CARES LAH, oh please i dont wana be the stupid girl who is so devoted in a r/s. i've changed. thanks to him :D xiexie ni` come&playwithmydesire*; nobodyneedsme ; the scar left behide. in love with a; stranger. ai shang ler mo sheng ren, zen me ban?

2006-06-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

short lil updates : ))

watch beatiful boxer last night till 2plus i think. so nice, i love it. 4 STARS* den splet till 11plus today. ate my breakfast cum lunch. watch teebee online. chatted with his ex. ok, finally she replied. she say she was busy tat time-KNS` hohohoho~ den chatted with ah ger on the fone till 4plus went bath watch tebee! went kovan to dabao dinner ard 6plus.. i was badly shoushang! ROARS~~ oh yah, im working tmr : )) 1-6, IM HAPPY! =D actually i was posted to center point to relief their lunch. buddden i dnt knw wher the hell & how to get there. its ard ochard, I KNOW. dont ask me take MRT alone or go town alone. ROARS- told doris can post other ppl or not den she call me. budden i didnt know thats office number, so i didnt pick up =x hohohoho~ den msg her told her blah blah den she call me agn. den she posting wendy there. OLELELE OLALALALA~ den i go bugis relief. SERIOUSLY; i dont know why spore weather is SO SO SO FREAKING HOT! eyer~ altot sweating is good to jian fei BUT i hate sweating. make me so sticky & stinking. EYER + ROARS~ school re-opening in 9 more days? KNS, have to chiong studies instead of onling. must show to everybody im not stupid! tot his not gna sms me today budden he did. so wat? only you outside? den i reply him den jiu nvr sms alr. WHO CARES LAH, oh please i dont wana be the stupid girl who is so devoted in a relationship. i've changed. thanks to him :D xiexie ni`

come&playwithmydesire*;

nobodyneedsme;the scar left behide.

in love with a; stranger` ai shang ler mo sheng ren; zen me ban?

2006-06-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

i feel so D E P R E S S E D. changi beach nxt fri. T A N N I N G! but i dnt want to tanned or wont be nice : )) i miss fyd. you yu wang zi. LOLS- tmr OUT sun at home, i guess. in love with a stranger.

2006-06-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

so long didnt blog. not really long too! =x was busy with work & lazy online. =) mon didnt work,tue FYD no work tot he transfer to anther outlet sigh~ was moodless during work alto was only 2-7 but no yd for me to bio. fine bad day. den ah ger came meet me after tat. we headed to the coffee shop to had or dinner den went seiyu & parco walk ard while waitting for my sis to come. went missha to check whether the stuff i want is there anot but is OUT OF STOCK. arghhs~ den after meeting my sis went seiyu to see the laugg. den we walk to suntec and we saw a cheaper laugg so we bought! walk ard wanted took cab but the q was so long! walk up theres cab but they didnt stop. was so fed up took a bus home in the end. trip was long, nearly fall a sleep. hell tired. reach home bath sleep ard 12plus. wed- went work like same. saw ALICE while walking to counter.so i say to myslef, SIAO LIAO. poor ear gotta suffer today. SIAN FULL FULL! walk to counter put my stuff see wether FYD working mahs but nbr see him. sigh~ tot he really tio transfer budden after awhile i turn i saw him lohs. i was like so fucking happy lahs. den alice ahma came back counter TELL ME GRAND MOTHER, GRAND FATHER STORY since i saw fyd mood good jiu let her talk lohs. den talk non stop i want go refill bottle so ask her; "ehs can i go toilet and refill my bottle?" so she stopped and i left with janet. HOHO! den came back alice ahma told me i working ad pc but mayling ask me go main blah blah blah~ you know lah, bunch of crazy ass! fancy asking me to work with crazy ASSES. i didnt wanted to go pc till doris told but I STIL DONT WANT LOH. so far away frm FYD. sad sad sad~ ahger came meet me agn, had mac for dinner. den we slack awhile before gg cp, missha of cus. doh yah, me & liyan shouted ad alice ahma today. janet sae she poor ting lohs. --' everybody bth her NAGGING cans? den 6plus i still dere den she kpkb ad me blah den kpkb back ad her. hehm, den liyan also say her i finish work want stay here cannot ah? den she bo wei liaos. heh, trip frm bugis to sk was a freaking long one. ate mac on the bus =x leg damn pain went getting dwn the bus. went missha OUT OF STOCK agn. den ask the person when the stock will come. she sae ard end of month. SIAN liao lohs, by the time sch re-open alr. SIGH~ went home ard 8plus. reach home watch teebee sleep! thrus- TODAY! got up early w/o alarm. werid uhs? lols. watch tv den bath eat headed work. while walking to staff entance saw a fgirl standing there den i turn saw a black tee guy sitting over there. SO I GUESS IS FYD den i shy walk den i jitao run inside seiyu. -.-'' hehes. den ask janet wana pei me go refill botttle she dont want. HUMPFS~ pull liyan with me. lalalas~ den dont know what time go toilet with janet den on the way SAW FYD!!!!!!! i so happy lahs. he finish his lunch go work. his alone. haiyoyohs~ see lahs, if he no gf den i can pei him lunch lohs. sinces both work ad he place. RIGHT? hahahas. den he wont be lonely already. =) i super shy when see him lohs. esp today also, walk to toilet den he also walking towards my side. ARGHHHS~ BLUSH BLUSH LOHS! saw doris today ask her. NEXT WEEK I WORKING MAHS? den she reply. WORKING! lols, den i smile x) hopefully his still there next week. =) sigh` i cant live w/o ydk alr lohs. so addicted. QINGAI, YOU SEE LAHS! nothing can cure lehs. how HOW how HOW HOW HOW? if my skin thick, i really want walk to him and ask for his number lohs. knn, if only i dare lah. CHEEBYE! my life is upside down. i dont know whats love. i dont know whats like. i only know, im mad~ i dont use to be like this! CCB~ all his fault! but i didnt show him atti frm the day we patch till now. i dnt knw if the feeling is still dere anot. i dnt know we will last ant. im jus gna treasure the time we spend tgh. YOU CANT STOP ME, FROM BIO-ING YANDAO & KI SIAO ABOUT THEM. kept running frm pc counter to main, oh yeah~ dont be stupid lah. of cus i want to bio yd lahs. if you guess wrong. haish~ yandao is imporant for me okie? i want his number lahs! i think he smoke? dont know lahs, but if he dont why he sit outside there? THIS AINT MY PROBLEM. HOhoHOhoHOhoHOhoHOHOhoho!

currently chatting with qingai. she make me feel so touched~ she`s the most special person. the feeling and blah~ im so touched by her, i shall copy & paste our conversation : )) jia,ming,qingai~ this three girls, they are the most important person. even if i've lost my memory. im nort gna forgot dem and dose who treated me well : )) *hopefully, what you told me aint lies. im gald ue have think thru. i will support you in watever you do! : )) loves`

# NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: qingai # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: ima so sad lehs # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: ure gonna graduate this yr ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: sigh sigh i wanna remain as sec 3 if i ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: seriously # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: wil we stiu kip in contact & mad like what we always do in future # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: i wna cry lers can ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: OF CUS # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: sobs* # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: mye eyes watery lers ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: sure anot? LOLS # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: i wish upon a star that i'll be with mye qingai forever like blood sisters ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: my eye watery alr lahs # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: really . its words from mye hart # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: ive nvr met a person that makes me feel so related lors # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: & i feel that ima the closest to you among all of mye darlings. # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: ure like mye blood sister lors # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: >< ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: sure anot? # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: really lahs # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: but for you . i feel there's a bond between us # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: like as if we were blood sisters in the past ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: TRUE, i got this feeling too ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: you are like so diff with my best frew ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: the kind of special feeling # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: yeas . so i feel like we were related in the past liddat ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: i ask myself b4, you got so many frews. ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: will you forget me someday? # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: of cus wont. i treat ue like a older sibling of mine # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: how can i forget you.? # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: if we were to separate , i wuld cry a tsunami ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: hahas # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: lols # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: i wna buck up in my studies ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: REALLY? # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: yeas. # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: ive thot thru # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: i can play later on , study cums first # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: no study , no future ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: qingai, ni zhang da ler ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: you stil have time to buck up for ur o's ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: dnt be like me. im alr regretting # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: lols. ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: i've no bright future alr. ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: ue gta study real hard and get good greats # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: dont say that luhs. YOU HAVE MYE FULLEST SUPPORT IN WHATEVER YOU DO # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: slack nomore , shk nomore # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: shopping continues # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: LOLS ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: LOLS. ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: i wanna stop all. i wan do my best for this 1 mth to perlims den n # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: i support ue ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: BUT STILL IM GNA BIO YANDAO & MAD WITH YOU # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: lols # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: of cus its a must # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: but study at the same time too # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: (: # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: hehes ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: qingai, ni zhen de zhang da ler # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: its my promise to work hard # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: how can i brk mye promise # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: ive planned it # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: i cant erase it all # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: ue see mye pm # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: hehes ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: lols # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: is true mahs # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: its a fact that icant deny # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: yeas .! we got this special feeling & bond (: # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: to tel ue the truth # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: i must prove to mye parents i can do it ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: GOODY ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: ue do it # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: lols # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: (: # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: QINGAI CAN DO IT TOO # NATALIE(: he's my romance - says: WE BOTH MUST BUCK UP .! D ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: YEAHS ●come&playwithmydesire*; technos makes me so happy: )) <3 ♣☠ ๑kittyliciousGONGZHU* says: WE ARE THE CUTE & FAT QINGAI <3

byebye; with love

2006-06-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

im working for the next three days! but its all from 2pm :D hahaas. know why i aint angry or what? cus tmr im working frm 2-7 wed&thrus is 2-6. thats why i aint angry or what! =D YUPPIES~ i miss "you yu wang zi". LALALAAS~ dont tell you ppl who the person. DONT KPO. =p its me&my two maddie cousin's mimi. BLEAHS~ ehhs, ate too much today! wanted to eat less but end up eating 2 strawberry,1 yakult,1 apple, 1 plate of rice, 1 deli DONT KNOW WHAT, 1 cup of pearl milk tea. ROARS- tmr gna eat 1 meal, 1 deli BLAH & 1 jelly. =D i wanna do treatment! i really cannot tahan my hair anymore. so dry like dead grass. all bcus of the perm nahs. TAMADE! didnt study today, agan my jiao weis. sighh` lucify, MY LOVE. all the best to them! i miss the you yu wang zi<3

2006-06-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

BACK BACK BACK; yeah~ im back : ) i know you people miss me i miss you people too! im gonna miss muh dearest cousin too! arghhs~ cant bear to leave them too, they are starting school tmr. im gna start revising & prepare my taiwan stuff. :) thinking of doing my maths holiday work tmr if im nort gg out yeahs? the night i reach- watch tv, chit chat, eat and sleep ad 3 plus 2nd day- went out shopping, come back not long go pasamalam den went home, slept ad 2 plus 3rd day- slp til noon, went out. reach home slack eat watch tv sleep at 3plus. TODAY- 11plus wake up wash up aunty bring us had breakfast cum lunch den i go do rebonding(fringes ONLY). den went home daddy came. went home ard 3 plus 4. bought a skull bag, pink one. YEAH~ spore dnt have the colour. =D LALALAS~ knn, now so pek chek with msn. got the check this out blah thingy kip on sending to me den now send to other ppl. sian norhs, chee bye lah!!!! the two idiotic cousin of mine kip on making fun of me & the guy help me do my hair. ROARS- the blue prince* LOLS, had lots of fun there lahs. yeah, in the saloon also. hahas. im gna start diet frm tmr onwards. =) im gna stp my shopping. i wna save $ for fone, taiwan trip. and next rebonding plus treatment. all this will cost me a BOMB. so im gna save $ and try to spent LESS : ) NOT GNA CUT MY HAIR ANYMORE! and yahs, im gna take care of my face. sleep before 12 everynight. MY DARK CIRCLE MORE AND MORE DARK. MY EYEBAG MORE AND MORE ALR LAH! ROARS- and, checkpoint that si orh jiao diao me lohs. knn, think work there big meh? nvr diao u diao me. si BLACK BLACK lang. PUI! SHALL END HERE: )

2006-06-08T20:16:00.000+08:00

okies, IM BACK AGN. =D im leaving ad ten so i gort time to blog. =D and guess its who today? FOX YANDAO :D dnt blame me for nort changng yandao lahs. cus working only got fox yandao bio :D work morning today, HE ALSO LOHS. FATED RIGHT? HAHAAAS~ he went lost ard 5 plus tot he left alr budden when i gg back i turn turn SAW HIM AGN :D LALALAAS~ shiok okays? chatted with those auntys before i left. so funny cans? everybody laughing like mad lahs. HAHAAS~ i love working morninng. time passes so fast unlike afternoon. sian like fark. -.-'' haiyoyoyhs, if my skin super thick i would walk towards him & say; hello. can give me your number?" LOLS. so cute nahs ;p when to change my pants b4 gg office walk pass staffroom saw FYD. his lunch time. :D yuan fen uhs? lallaas. i just cant stop my craps. LOLS. ytd on the way home, i told myslef i aint stupid its us tat im lazy. i need to change this habit or esle i cant do well or get the grades i want. yeahs, i admit i aint stupid and i admit im super lazy. i start to slack during p5 ending up like tat. if i start to praticte & listen in class it is possible for me to score well? no matter wat, i got to work hard to get wat i want. no matter how taf isit, we have to try. =) AND, I SAW SKY TODAY. HIS GETTING MORE & MORE YANDAO LAHS. LOLS. he's going school : )) hmms, shall end my post today. tata~

2006-06-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

IM BACK TO BLOG, AGAIN. HAAS~ i know i say aint blogging BUT i want to say I SAW FOX YANDAO XP heh, went to staff room get my bottle filled the min i step out of the lift i open my eyes. I SAW FOX YAN DAO~ den he look ad me i BLUSH! =DD LOLS~ I SHY SHY LOHS. DONT KNOW MEH? XP SHUAI LAH. HE WORK AFTERNOON SHIFT ALSO. YEAH LAH, I KIP ON BIO-ING TILL DORIS CAME & ASK ME GO HELP HER PACK THE THINGY. >< UP & DOWN MAKE MY HEAD SO GIDDY~ HAIYAYAHS. DEN AFTER WORK Q UP SAW HIM AGAIN. HAIYOYOHS. HOW I WISH MY SKIN IS THICK ENUFF TO GO AND GET HIS NUMBER LAHS. LOLS~ BUT I AINT. SO SAD, AFTER THRUS WHEN CAN SEE HIM AGAIN? SIAN SIAN SIAN~ gna offline soon & pack my stuff for tmr lah. =D aunty gna bring us to danga bay. woots~ but they playing those high high games. SIANS~ I DONT WANT NORHS. later my heart jump out HOW? AINT I CUTE? I AM :D

2006-06-07T11:51:00.000+08:00

jus a lil update : ) had my sleep early ytd but only slp ard 1 til 10plus this morning. YEAHS! morning shift tmr thinking of buying mac breakfast. YUMMY YUMMY~ wont be blogging frm tmr onwards. i know you ppl gna miss me so much. HEH. penknife, cut blood tears. they are my dearest true & real friends. LIMIN(c) MIA FROM THRUS TILL SUN-

2006-06-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

ok, its time to go on diet. : )) time was damn slow while working. sales was only 39 frm afternoon till night. KNN` lucky stil got a lady who bought something or i will be in dead meat. ask doris when getting pay she say thrus. means i gna go all the way to the office to get my pathtatic how much. KNS~ dinner had only mac flurry. and whe i reach home i ate three dont know how to say in eng and im fucking full now. oh god lah! I REALLY MUST GO ON DIET. GRINS~ i wna be slim slim but my stupid mouth. HAIYOYOHS. alrights, im working after tmr. KNN~ but its with amy. lalalals~ can crap with her lahs, unlike today w/o her so bored. knn, fox yandao left ad 6 todays. so sad lahs. cant bio EYER~ tmr, thrus! hoprfully his working. LALALALS~ penknife&cut&blood&tears; they are my true & real friends. i love them, dey love me : ))

2006-06-06T11:10:00.000+08:00

KNNBCCB~ went to sleep ad 12 plus after the superband result. WEETS~ my dearest lucify in again. everytime let me gan chiong nia. den i saw the cute one hug xia ri feng tat jiaobin v long norhs. dont tell me dey are bf gf? KNS LAH. one so cute 1 ytd camera shooting dem give jiao bin. GO HOME LAHS. CHEENA~ but cant get to sleep. got out of my bed and use the com. went to bed ard 1 plus. cant sleep agn. i dont know why mus i owaes toast here and there wait wait den i can sleep. FUCK ALRIGHT? and if i won a bedroom by myself. with a BIG KING SIZE cosy bed. with air-con and i can sleep NAKED! WOOTS~ life will be GREAT. i really cant stand the fucking hot weather spore have. KNS~ nort gna have any good mood today. dont even have 8 hours of sleep. CANT THEY BE CONSIDERATE ENUFF? STUPIDS~ i mean whoever ask them start work early morning. THEY DONT HAVE TO SLEEP DOESNT MEAN OTHER DONT HAVE TO SLEEP OK? BRAINLESS ASS~ go & eat shits lah. cheena~ blasting techno is so shiok lah! this is my everyday activty already : )) s* i like what she also like what want ehs. cheena~ IM NORT IN THE MOOD LAH. I WANT MY SLEEP. BLOODY FARKING BRAINLESS FREAKS STOP YOUR WORK LAHS! CHEEBYE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ and the sky looks DARK. ccb, how to go work like tat? ytd no work dont want rain blah blah blah, SUAY LAHS. TA MA DER!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE THIS FAMILY, I HATE THIS LIFE. I HATE THIS WORLD. KNN! *pardon me ehs; XI GUAN JIU HAO for those !@@$#$#$%$%&^*(*) i really want my sleep. I HATE PPL DISTURB ME & MY DEAREST SLEEP. F U C K E R S ;

2006-06-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

second post of the day; we patch. but i dont know it is the right choice. we jus quarrel nort long ago yeahs. i say i hate his frew. well, i mean his ex. whenever i see her pic or i think of her i will get mad. i cant stop myself from thinking when he told me she was the ex. i felt so tired~ i know she have a bf but i just cant let go the past. he left me a scar the scar will never heal. i feel like leaving this world. my meanless life. i wanna cry out loud. i wanna smoke. im craving it for so long. but its UNHEALTHY. im glad tat baobei stps smoking now : )) hopes qingai will stp too : )) he say i change; yeah, i know i use vag as & when. i dont use to be like that. i can control but now it jus came out frm my mouth. i dont want this to happen too. he say im more lian. oh pls, its just the way i talk lah. CRAPS- i say i hate his frew is bcus i hate her. he tot is s* but is another one also. I MEAN I HATE BOTH OK? he just dont know how i feels. infact who knows how i feel? im gg off to msia this thrus night to my cousin hse. and yeah, im gna crap with her ALORT. miss her terribly MUCH. she's having pro & so am i. or, we can just share lah! LOLS. thrus pls come asap. i hate my life. i wna run away frm this place.i really hate to think of her. makes me terribly. i mean, she added me in frewster FIRST and i ask her to intro like everyone does. but she didnt reply my testi, so FINE. after tat i ask her something also no reply. FORGET IT. i hate her more. dont force me to hate you : )) you fucking lan jiao bin. dont think you v chio v big i wan talk to you ok? pls look into the mirror & do some reflection. maybe you dont even like me also but pls, didnt your parents teach you to answer somebody when dey asked you question esp dey ask in a nice way. didnt your teacher teach you when you go to school? OH FUCKING POOR THING, I WILL TEACH YOU IF YOU DONT KNOW WHATS CALL MANNERS. OH GOD! IM GETTING MORE AND MORE UGLY. OH FUCK- KNS ME : )) IM MEAN, AND YES I KNOW. BUT WHO KNOWS HOW FUCKING TERRIBLY I FEEL? ANSWER: NOBODY, NOBODY CARES EVEN IF YOU ARE DEAD.

2006-06-05T18:26:00.001+08:00

its MONDAY` 550PM NOW. just came back nort long. meet my dearest qingai at mrt pf den went townie. walk frm someset to fareast. sun was so BRIGHT. ARGHS` walk ard farest. todays town is WERID` so sian boh yandao bio & just SIAN lohs. qingai says she wna go bugis went to the taxistand and get our cab. walk ard blah blah yandao dont have also. SO SIAN` but so fu madding with my dearest qingai : )) dont be touch if you read this, qingai* den walk ard bugis street den go parco also nothing much. we get our pearl milk tea ad rockery. and it tast KNS to me while qingai say hai ok lah. nort gona buy anymore bubble tea frm tat shop. doesnt taste nice ad all. ok, you ppl must be wondering why aint i working? bcus nobody is on leave today & i get to rest BUT I GET TO EARN LESS MONEY. KNN~ and its alr 5th WHY nobody ask me go take pay? CHEENA~ feeling so tired. oh yah, guess wat tmr & wed is afternoon shift. thrus morning shift. all i can say is KNNBCCB, BLOODY STUPID FARKING CHEENA !@##@$#$^#$&$^*()_+ i hate working afternoon shift. ROARS- i hate those idiots working morning shift. oh fuck! im so bored. nobody chat with me on msn or my msn sot? i send them sth but didnt reply. FINE~ WHATEVER. MOTHER FUCKER! and got this dont know is boy or girl added me in MSN. and i asked him/her who are you? the person nbr reply lahs. and, wher the fuck he/she got my email add? HELLOS?? ARE YOU THERE? REPLY ME LEHS! i hate strangers adding me. ROARS- HELLOS, the him/her PLEASE REPLY or i will delete you away : )) 601PM, finally the person reply; i saw you on frewster so i added you. HELLO. wher the hell you got my email? ROARS- ok and whatever. urhs, im alone ad home wheres my parents? haiyayahs~ throw this lil cute girl at home alone so dangerous cans? SHAKE HEAD- tat preson gave me his/her email in frewster but i cant find. CHEENA~ ok fine and now wat i add me in my old msn? SI MI LAN JIAO LAHS? knn, so pek chek wan ehs.

2006-06-05T18:26:00.000+08:00

2006-06-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

out to hougang mall ard 7plus with my sis :) headed to the saloon that qingai say nort bad den we wen and have our hair cut. its last min thing. mine cost 13 farking ex cus i jus thin & cut fringes. and my fringes turn out KNS lah. CHEENA~ but my sis more jialet lah. this is the last time im gg that kind of saloon. im gg back to supercut if im cutting my hair. yah lah! more ex but i love the hair when angelina cut & it turns out NICE. =) arghhs~ its only im broke so i didnt return to sc. but i wanted! after that sis went to shop for her clothes. den i bought a pur pur checker pants too. bought a top ytd , bottom today & haircut. nxt week gna spent less :) aint worried abt clothes gna wear ad taiwan alr. I LOVE SPORE GREAT SALES. CANT THEY HAVE IT EVERY MONTH? LOLS. im so in love with shopping alr lah. but if got more $ more shiok lohs. CHEENA~ why wasnt my pay DOUBLE? knn lah, stil have to pay my sis 33. ARGHHHS~ mummy wasnt so happy abt me suddenly spending so much. I ALSO LOH. CHEENA der leh. gna update my mp3 tmr so mon can listen while gg work. arghhs~ afternoon shift agn. CHEENA~ firefly now my love super nice song & sound of my dreams the chi vers. =) techno it alr part of my life. im so addicted to it lahs. SO LOVING IT. tmr gna shopping agn, i think. sis is OF CUS im nort. i need to control. oh yah, i saw the crown belt ad mall is 33 kns lah heeren 20++ strett 20 only loh. of cus i go buy cheap wan right? kamgong. =x I HAVE A SUDDEN URGE TO make a stupid hole at my lips there lah! CHEENA CANS? wat happen to my com? words all so small. eyer, so dificult to see. ROARS- shall end here, tata-

2006-06-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

KNN~ ITS 1150 NOW. im having chicken porr. KNN, IM SO FARKING FAT ALR LOH. HAIS~ HOW TO SHUT MY MOUTH? i bought a poka dot top today. 23.90~ had ljs for dinner. walk ard. the kitty necklace sold out. i order alr but only next month will come. cheena~ i wanna shut my mouth frm tmr onwards. roars. i wore the poka look damn fat. im eye-ing on a crown belt. =D getting my nails done next thrus. b4 buying that poka eye on a red & black t. skull pic 19.20 kind of normal but nie also. in the end stil choose the poka =) IM GETTING FATTER. HELP ME LAHS. oh yah, while walking got 3 malay guys. knnbccb~ parents nbr teach dem properly. 3 animals on the road. POOR THING LAHS. i hope ue fall while walking. KNNBCCB~ im using all !@#@$#%#$^#&$^* words plus moodswing comes as and when HOW? periods coming? maybe, i hate it lahs~ i eatinf lots of chocolates today. oh fuck! CROWN BELT- NAILS DONE- RED&BLACK TEE-(maybeONLY)

2006-06-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

2006-06-02T16:42:00.000+08:00

knn~ its 430PM alr ah ger haven get ready by the time she come reach bugis jiu 7 wher got so much time? today i can watch the 9pm show so MUST reach home before 9 : ) planning to get the sticker by today, not normal sticker lah. dummies =x hmms, still got wat leh? LJS? dont know. tops? now no mood buy tops OR bottom. maybe getting the hello kitty necklace : ) jus finihs editing my frewster agn. jus the dont kno what lah. looks better now the cursor, tmd dont know why lah. frewster eat up my skull cursor. ROARS- wheres my karine LESBIAN? didnt see her online; MISS HER SO MUCH~ >< hehs. hopefully the kitty necklace stil got lahs. maybe getting ear studs or something too : ) hopefuly i wont spent much. IM KIND OF BROKE ALR LAH. i want to get my hair DONE~ ROARSS- KNNBCCB, MOTHER FUCKER. I CANT FORGET HOW THE JAP GUY LOOKS. SI BEI YANDAO; NEXT WEEK. HOPES HE COME & FETCH HIS GF; DEN I CAN GET TO SEE HIM AGN; KNN, IF HIS MY BF. I WILL CRY X)

2006-06-02T01:22:00.000+08:00

tmd~ this monitor bit wan die pattern alr. tmr nbr work =) mon den work. heh~ saw bdk the girl boyfriend. TMD LAH, SI BEI YANDAO OK? he is a real japanese guy from jap. i kena shock lohs. normal wear jiu so yandao & shuai liaos. tmd lah, if he my boyfriend. I FLY UP THE SKY LAH! LALALAS~ SO HIGH LOHS~ told qingai abt the jap yd. JEALOUS MAHS; QINGAI? if i with ue ue also will faint lohs. i wan a jap bf. i wan my husband who is jap. i dont why i love jap sinces young. insane~ LOLS. hmms, fox is having two ydk today. of cus i kip on bio-ing since i had nothing to do & fox is jus bside me. LOLS~ hope next mon-thrus dey stil working dere. SHALALALLAAS~ LALALLAS~ bio-ing yandao is so shiok lahs! LALALAS~ but the fox guy, the black guy more shuai. LALALLAAS~ den went dinner with janet. i only order wanton :) den walk to parco walk awhile saw the fox yd also. they having dinner time too! :) went back to work dey are alr dere. I STILL CAN RMB I LOOK AT THE JAP YD DEN HE LOOK AT ME. WALKAOS, CAN FAINT LOHS~ cb, ue shock me if ue wan shock me ue hide ad home lah. hai wo now stil rmb ur look. SO YANDAO LAHS~ ARGHHHHHHS~ i wana find one day go crap , mad & bio yandao with my dearest QINGAI! :) omg, he super duper shuai lohs. CHEENA~ SOMEONE PLS SAVE ME! more ppl blog is getting samer. LOLS. my eng so pro. and the poka dots in my frewster i saw more clolour and more ppl using. SIAN LAHS~ the yandao really yandao lohs. hope fox guys still work dere. next mon-thrus so i can bio : ) tmr bugis, i think. gna shop for the dont know or wat and have my LJS : )

2006-06-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

last day of this working week, CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS. =D but, gonna suffer today. sigh~ amy aunty off den i mus work with the two I DONT LIKE DE. cheena. next week; mon & tues AFTERNOON AGAIN! wed & thrus morning. wed actually also afternoon. den ask doris can dont afternoon mahs den she give me wed also morning. hopefully there aint any changes. or i will ROAR at that person. ytd was dulan with ah ger gan mummy. CHEENA wan~ today ah ger come find me after work if lunch nobody join me den i will skip my lunch & have my dinner at LJS tonight. =] tmr friday. gg bugis i think =) go shop~ dont have the time to reply testi. i will do tat tmr. =) deleted some ppl off frm my list. dont wana waste space x) i wana do my nails. next wed after work? hmms, dont know lah lah lah lah! I SO LOVE TECHNO LAHS, my everyday song. =) shall end here. ISH ME GOOD LUCK FOR TODAY; CHEENA~ tata; 离开了我们小时候 -i really dont wana grow up

2006-05-31T11:09:00.000+08:00

i wont be online so much =) everytime is after having breafsat online or after work, but always less den one hor. today is wed thinking of working till thrus is all AFTERNOON SHIFT, TMD i fucking dont feel like working. my nose aint feeling well this few day, cb counter so dirty have to clean them. let me scream for awhile; ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ GO AND DIE LEH!!! ytd take bus got this si ah pek kip on looking, NEVER SEE PPL BLACK TOP BLACK BOTTOM AH? dig out ur eyes ah!!! CHEENA~ nothing more to blog about, BYEBYE. qingai; i miss you badly badly =(

2006-05-28T21:16:00.001+08:00

mon - thrus afternoon. knnbccb i dont want work till late night lah. my msn nick, the hair part. some ppl come and ask ask ask. so irritating. tail back SOON. dont understand eng isit? tmd, kpkb so much. my business right? FED UP! ask ask ask and ask so much~~~ den come jiao wei. fucking fat now lah, everyday eat eat eat all i do is eat. ytd sleep ard 5plus. that person who is talking now asking the hair thing. making me so dulan. what cut cut cut i think she dont understand my nick den come ask and stuff now come act blur, paiseh ah. i no time for all this hor. feel so fucking tired the world day cans? tmr im gonga eat one meal : ) sians, if joleen going lunch deiffferent time guess im gona go alone. cheena lahs; blog till here. MOODLESS PLUS SLEEPY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST QINGAI<333

2006-05-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

2006-05-27T16:08:00.000+08:00

knnbccb! next week, MONDAY to THRUSDAY im working afternnon. 2-10, i HATE working AFTERNOON shift! got to wait for ppl to go blah q up blah waste time. CHEENA~ hopefully after thrus imm working morning. i dont mind waking up early, cus i can go home early. better den GOING home late q and shit. EYERRRRRRR! i dont expect her to give me after shift next next week agn. CCB, I CANT WATCH SUPERBAND ON MONDAY, only can watch the result wan. ARGHHHS~ cheena, i so confused by the time and thing liao. arghhhs. doris ahs, pls come during i work time ok? i got sth tell you OK? i wna peirce lip ehs, but ah meei damn fucking pain den tongue, i dont wan tongue i wan LIP. sua lohs, i guess. PAIN LEH! hais, i need to plan for my TIME TABLE LAH. tmr my qingai bdae. lucky im owrking or not WHERE I FIND $ BUY HER PRESENT? aiyahs, dont need buy also can want lohs. she is so xing fu to got this kind of qingai. = )) alot of ppl wan loh, but she is SO XING FU LAH. dont know how to cherish, only how how to bully me. SEE ME BEAT ME. x'( i wna re-do my friendster. so ugly loh. bth~ LALALALALALLALALAS~ its 4 + now, i dont feel bored at home cus i dont know why too : ) i wan tail my hair soon. but WHEN? LOLS BYE BYE; DONT MISS ME- if im busy with my work, i wont blog more. BUT; MISS ME TOO LAH!

2006-05-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

ahem* came back from work ard 1 hour alr, knn. my leg fucking pain. bo bian nahs, tolerate 2 weeks. and im free, hopefully she wont pester me to work. x) got muh heels repair. WONDERFUL~ $350. things i wan during holidays; tat kitty necklace- manicure my nails- and and.... MORE LAHS! knnbccb, i dont know why but i jus feel like scolding that. school was sucky today. didnt talk to him or disturb him the whole day. cheena~ whole day in school keot on talking to hw kor & jt kor. cheena~ some 3rd partly say this but in the end stil do another thing. ccb, better fuck off off and far far away from my kor & sao sao ok? you use to be my sao sao 1 year plus but you didnt treasure him. dont come jiao wei now ok? I FREAKING HATE YOU! BIG FLIRT; you wan flirt with others just go ahead. STOP PESTERING my bro & try to break them up! after sch went ate ljs with dim & ira. went home after eating. reach home not long online ask cyn wna pei me go hm reapir heels. she didnt reply so i offline den she call me. =D rush there, she owaes late. hate waitting! bought her stuff went took bus home. i saw my meng xuan mei nu, natalie & pepper! =D so qiao. and karine is now my lesbian. HAHAS~ guess what? she is qiang's CLASSMATE. what a small world lohs. she wanna meet asap, WOOTS. dont know got time mahs. I SAW TWO SHUAI GE TODAY~ TMD, IS REALLY THOSE SHUAI. one looks like POCHI. SO SHUAI LAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! byebye~ oh my god, now hw kor having r/s pro. i got some rap mimi & he got mine. LOLS~ cheena~ this year so many pro. I HATE HIM~ cheena, my conduct he give me GOOD only lohs. all this years i got VERY GOOD, EX, CCB. dont like me dont need like tat wan right? HONG GAN! and my maths from 70 frop to 11. 7-11 mummy was shock when she saw that ok? LOLS~

2006-05-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

doris ask me to start work tmr. how great~ 5-10 my poor leg gonna suffer. standing for long hours. and, my 9pm show. chee na i forgot and i told her ok. oh fuck! my daddy & mummy seems so happy that im working agn. -.- he is having some family problems, how i wish i can help him. sigh~ im gonna give him the answer next week, i think. msg dim say im working tmr gonna be home early. i think they are rather pissed last min. but im pissed by them too. they didnt tell me they walking to sch or wat for the pass few days. and now ira got her frew, she dont need me lah! im so pissed by friendship problem.

2006-05-25T20:32:00.000+08:00

not really in the mood. tmr is the last day of school. 1 month cant get to see him* its like so fuck cans?can the world, time just stop at tmr? like everyday, disturb each other. =) first lesson eoa, change from one lab to another. we were allow to play games and stuff. share the com with ira didnt time much den he* came after 1 lesson finish den i went you tube search for his name den come out irene & ****** tgh forever. i luagh till piang lahs. si bei funny lohs. den he himself also luagh. he sit with me & ira after tat. den fizah came. she saw me sitting with him* she also come join. den he di siao me i make him backk ira sae she jealous. LOLS~ so fun nahs. =) i had so much fun di siao-ing him. claps~ if after 1 month we will be like strangers again. i dont wan to have this kind of feeling. sigh- how i wish theres no holidays for me & him*.he kip on saying GREEN BLUE & WHITE. so irritating. strach him during eoa lesson. dont know got mark anot. after school took the same bus wit him* & the grp of malay boys. sat bside zam. they are so funny, but they can be irritating ok? crack joke & luagh in the bus x) got down ad mall. took 82 and went home. reach home eat online awhile went SLEEP wanted wake up at 4 end up waking up at 630. =D online had dinner online. im getting fatter instead of losing weights. reach home siwtvh on fone saw msg. open up and its doris, ji tao chua tio. ask me wna go back work anort. reply her i can only work for first two week. meaning if i work i got money? i dont have to save so much for taiwan trip. goody goody. tot her i can start work this sun. HOPEFULLY, i can go back to bugis again. i dont wan go orchard. so dangerous for a lil ger to go so far ALONE. bugis i got direct bus. how great. =) chatted with isable not long, had fun chatting with her. she very nice, send me song, pic, codes. dont know how to thank her but ISABLE you are great. =D thanks alot yahs? takecare x) just try ripway not long, dont know can anot. theres some problems with frewster now. hell` shall end here. work= leg farking pain! =( i wan to cry & im really in the mood to cry. i will miss you*

2006-05-24T16:03:00.000+08:00

FARKING DINKEY MONKEY WATEVER KEY, i fail my over all ok? few more marks to 300 den pass. BLOODY CHEE NA. position 21 cgood or bad? 2 U nbcb! ARGHHHS~ first lesson is PE. ran one round, but of cus i walk =) after tat play catian's ball like last week. while waiting for the ball to come was standing on the chair. den dimple the idiot pass me den my leg kena the chair annd now its farking red, the skin came out! ROARS- & she is the defender when i wan to catch the ball she keep on straching me lahs. ROARS- im in love with ROARS- this world now. hehs, i owaes ROAR in class now days. habit! =D many people came to school today. inculding the chee na, come only jiu go flirt with him* norhs. BUAY TA HAN LAHS. after PE is sc, during lesson him* & her tio call outside stand, den the chee na think she so big walk out to the classroomm with her bag. den phua ask him* go call her back he* sae she wan ask her mum bring her home. den he* outside talking so blur so cute norhs. hahas. love love<3 didnt talk much like ytd nahs. x'( after school take same bus with him* disturb each other & during lesson. his* so freaking cute nahs. heh~ meetuing ah ger later. but i dont know what time. dont know wana go mall or kovan. dont really enjoy gg mall now adays. but mall machine is nicer den kovan. i guess i will wan to leave mall asap after we finish with our stuff! x) i need to make a choice asap. him or him*. sigh~ im having so many probelms. FUCK MY LIFE! * dont know whats wrong today. poor leg of mine kip on bangin to tables and stuff. so many blue black. ROARS-

2006-05-23T20:41:00.001+08:00

school wasnt great after a long time durring morning assembly, dimple tap me and ask whye i neber talk. after that we start talking.lesson aitn that boring but still makes me sleepy. didnt really talk to him* till after school ad the bus stop. after EIGHT days; WOOTS` the feeling is so SHIOK. XD but his* BAD!!! he* uses ONE finger to push den den i fly cans? -.-'' TRUE LAHS! holiday is just few more days. I CANT GET TO SEE HIM* FOR SO SO BLOODY LONG NAHS. ROARS- im so lost so confused. i have to give up on one its a difficult task yet it has to be done. you can say im stupid to give up on 1 year ++ r/s but what hurt me the most is your lieS. i given you so many chances but you took them as granted. you ask for patch, rap told me alort alort. if we patch, its nort fair for me to flirt with him* rights? theres feeling for you, but i dont wanna give you a chance meaning a chance to get myself hurt again. altot im nort really happy with my life now, if we patch nothing will change too. dont you think so? im born extra or i should say i should not exsist in this world.after school took 63 got dwn ad mall took another bus to kovan. hunting for jobs but theres none. den went deli bought some snakcs for mummy & daddy. =) den went to S.A.M check his* pre paid stil left how much. =D den headed to the bus stop waited fur 101 den went home. chatted with mummy till 4plus den went to sleep. wanted to sleep till 5 but end up 6 plus. arghs~ i wanted watch tv ehs. but buay tahan ahs, everyday gotta wake up so early. of cus tired lahs plus ytd so late sleep. watch teh results of superband. LUCIFY WON! WOTTS~ i farking damn damn high norhs, jumps around a clap and scream like a mad woman. =c went to sleep after that but too high only get to sleep ard 1 plus. im so stress lahs. god; please TAKE ME AWAY. x)) problems coming after one another. 这跟本不是我要的答安; 我是个大笨蛋`

2006-05-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

2006-05-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

lucify so cool cans? TMD lahs, hopefully they can win today. =D meet dimple ard 6plus ate lj x) chatt awhile till 7 plus walk to the bus stop with her. jus received ira's sms nort long. and now im like farking dulan cans? after we friend back. i dont know what lahs. maybe i liking think too much. but morning she's meeting dim till she stop meeting her and she meet me and now she gort her she dont even need me lah hor, how great! she sae she walk to sch den i sae meet ad bus stop. den she sae meet at parade square they meet each other at 650 & they walking to school. FUCKING CHEE BYE~ when she doesnt have dim she meet me and she dont even need me. TAMADER LAH. im nort going show attitude nor im gonna be happy. i guees, but sometimes people really dont know how to treasure friends. esp there THREE person FUCKING CHEE BYE. pradon me for the all ~!@#$%^&*()_+ i need to vent my anger out! ARGHHHHHHHHHHS~ lucky holiday is here. tues, wed, thrus, fri den BYE. i will tell them one day. I SWEAR, i cant tolerate RUBBISH. FUCKING CHEE BYE~

im bio-ing my yandao tmr. =D YAY-NESS, MISS HIM LAHS. ><

2006-05-22T15:11:00.000+08:00

its 244PM, now in the afternoon. x) pon school today-CLAPS. get to sleeep till 11plus, heh. saw my fone msg, ira telling me he* went school. i knew that, he absent for 3 days today sure go back wan. ira & grp of class commi gort student shitty today after school. his* going too wan msg ira ask her after dat wan msg me i go mall bus stop meet her? if got chance can seee him* ehs. LOLS~ craving for LJS lahs. today is mon, SUPERBAND at EIGHT. LUCIFY~ lalalaas~ went ard people's blog, see fotoshop skills so chio lohs. envy envy lahs, wonder when i can be like them. ='( the most fuuny part is read till XIA RI FENG'S part. damn funy cans? so many people dont like them esp the two dont know how to sing the charbor. hahas. went to a blog which need pw; i dont know den anyhow type den CORRECT LOH. walaos, LIMIN; GROWN CLEVER ALREADY LAHS. claps for her- chatted with daddy, he so lame norhs. =x now chatting with my darling =) finally today got the mood & the time make my hair x) but only top part can ehs. holi go my cousin house ask her help me make lahs. HEH HEH% dont know my hair colour fade or wat, getting reder & brownish MORE. =) wat if after rebonding the whole hair nort black? mus waste $ go dye ehs. but i like the colour now =D HELLOS~ my fone & msn is freaking DEAD lahs. TALK TO ME TALK TO ME TALK TO ME. i wanna cut my hair BUT colour jiu gone rights? HAISH` tank; wo men xiao shi hou very very nice. WHERE IS THE DIMPLE ? the person ask me pon school wan. LOLS, no lahs she only ask me. but still teach me bad right? yah lahs, kids now adays huh really bad. but we have the same HOBBIES. that is !@#$~%^&*()_+_)(**&^%%$$#@@!!~ cant sae out here lahs. ONLY ira knows. our lil mimi among the three of us. xp i wanna bio yan dao lehs. BORED LAHS!!! YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU MAKAN TAYI!!! HEH, WAT RUBBISH~ tatasss] friendster friendlist now gort 500++ i dont like dose add for fun wan lehs, i mean just wan thier acct gort many many frew. ARGHS~ buay tahan. create new acct or delete them? create acct den testi jiu sayonara lohs.

2006-05-21T15:54:00.000+08:00

some pics for you peoples;

took this two pics on 20/05. =) like the 2nd pic colours. <3

qingai snap this while im eating : )) 1905, i like this editting. COMPLICATED*

qingai's date =) fucking plain rights?

took this pic few months ago. jus found it few days back, and edit it. love this pic alot :)

this pic taken long ago also. ytd peipei dar dar help me edit. =]

this is my version, i like the pinko & white.

life is so complicated. so is love.

UNWANTED DOLLIE;

2006-05-21T14:47:00.000+08:00

im so freaking bored. woke up 11plus today. watch teebee & eat online ard 12. dont really intend to go out today. wna go lido cineplex to watch lucify perform, ask ard where is that place nobody knows. duh!forget it cant watch live shall watch tmr's. hope they can come back. hope the xia ri feng OUT. the two girls really cant sing lohs. this is wat MOST people says. x) ALL THE BEST, LUCIFY~

friday;

after school stay back and finish up eoa nh level coursework. after that chiong home bath & prepare meet muh qingai tuh bugis. on the way had lots of fun. xD took neos & pics. heh, but the neos didnt deco much infact we dont have time to deco. whyes so fast times jiu up? wasted! while waitting for our turn, look ard the pics other ppl took. i think i saw 1 pic look like my waiyu. so chio cans? saw adriano ad the neo machine there with his frew. den walk ard we went took bus. wanted to go cp or hg mall but both of use felt tired & decide go home budde i feell like drinking sweet talk so we went hg mall. walk ard den went bus stop take bus home. took 112 didnt know it goes to kovan first then muh house. drop ad somewher near my house and WALK BACK. took me 10-15 mins okays? ARGHHHS~ nvm, JIAN FEI. in love with the kitty necklace that qingai show me. $18 if im nort wrong. holiday wna go shopping. hopefully after my hair stuff i stil gort money shop. i wna save $ & jian fei! arghhhs.

suddnely gort the urge to cut my hair. asin, thinning & tailing. kind of sick of my hair. so bored here, dont feel like going to school tmr. told mummy & dady ytd night but, dont know can anot. assembly is always boring. last year inter class is much better then this year ones. this year want nothing much too. didnt see him for 1 week, sigh guess he is sick. so am i, my voice change already. dont know why. sometimes gort flu & throat problem. i miss my voices cans? arghhhs~ i miss my baby cousin, he so freaking cute lehs. now he will also say he wan go spore find jiejie. always ahlong korkor, ahqing korkor now he will sae jiejie. ahas~ so cute right? of cus, biao jie cute biao di also cute. x) if im gona cut muh hair, i wil cut on fri? maybe, i wn find cheap cheap wan. im so broke~ qingai hair tail only need $10++ so ex, go rob or come ask me cut. i chaarge you people cheaper. =) i wna edit pics, but my editing sucks like hell. getting our report boks on friday. top 20 please!! i hate school, i hate exams, i hate life. SERIOUSLY, I DONT WNA GO SCHOOL TMR. STUPID ASSEMBLY.

2006-05-18T20:57:00.001+08:00

TUES

what the ass, LUCIFY is out. i mean their performers ytd aint that good to me but the judge sae their are good. they are just lack of VOTES. well, the group xi ri feng? should be OUT cans? the two girls cant sing and their singing is AWFUL. im nort trying to be mean or act asif i can sing but, the main singer voice is really ice. so is the two other guy. =) even their judges sae the girls cant sing. actually they should go like this; judges 50% us 50%. what is the use of judge likes and thier marks is high? no use mahs. IDIOTIC lohs. hopefully next mon lucify can win form the fan shen sai again. PRAYS* i love them and thier singing lahs. <3 mall =")">

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ytd, went home den go out agn. reach home ard 7. went sleep : ) den ard 930 wake up bath watch tv went back sleep at 10 but only manage to fall asleep at 11PM =) I LOVE SLEEPING. hahas.

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THRUS;

gort back all my wonderful results. gort "FIRST" 5 fur both maths and sc. CLAPS! maths p1 g0rt 6 p2 g0rt 5. t0tal 11. he* g0rt 9 fur p1 i think. t0tal 14. he* didnt attend school for the second day today. guess he* is sick nahs. normally he come to school. prank call him ytd his voice kind of different and he like having flu. SO AM I LAHS. today sneeze like hell cans? after school took 62 gort down @ hougang mall talk talk wher to go den nobody gort anywher so went home. watch kids centre till 2 plus went sleep till 4plus den wake up awhile sleep AGAIN! till 6 watch tv online. heh, im being cor PIG for sleeping. !@#$%^&*()_+!@$@#$@ even qingai cors me that. BLEAHS HEH. sleeping is good for health okays? so we must SLEP SLEEP AND SLEEP. i can have no handphones, internet blah but i cant have SLEEP! =)) didnt online for 2 days. im having bad time connecting to the net. idiotic! hopefuly he* will be coming back to school tmr nahs. ><>

2006-05-18T20:57:00.000+08:00

TUES

Sun May 21 Lido Cineplex Level 5 2pm SuperBand Comeback Show contestants' Meet & Greet session

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ytd, went home den go out agn. reach home ard 7. went sleep : ) den ard 930 wake up bath watch tv went back sleep at 10 but only manage to fall asleep at 11PM =) I LOVE SLEEPING. hahas.

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THRUS;

2006-05-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

STUPID QINGAI~ when ever i sae aiyoh now, i will think of her HAIYAYA. and sounds so cute. >< and, i use to sae AIYOH. but now machiam aunty, AIYOYO. cannort lahs. MUST CHANGE. qingai norhs, good one dont teach me teach me bad things. LOLS : ) got back few papers already. well, for the passing ones. its just BORDER LINE. idioitc cans? school was fine today, infact sec four got early dismiss today. =) which means theres no ass for the sec four. how nice uh? i freaking hate mon afternoon ass. WASTE TIME only lahs. we talk today, haas. he* sucks cans? OF CUS CAN LAH! hahas, he ask for patch but i really dont know want to patch anort. i d0nt wanna get hurt anym0re. now im feeling like much better bt only sometimes get moodswing but GO AND DIE LAHS. idiotic~~ after sch0ol took 62 to sashi h0use there. chatted with him in the bus den ask him dont go till we go. LOLS, had fun chatting with him : ) took bus to kovan get our bubble tea den went hougang mall. walk ard and ard, so BORED. den saw her working frwe dont know wat lvin one, buay pai ehs. but sec 3 nia. SAD~ den t00k bus t0 k0van. -.- b0ught waffle. YUMMY~ tmr no school. CLAPS!!! went t0 ask h0w much if i thin muh hair. c0st me bl00dy freaking $10. yeahs~ IM LIKE SO FREAKING BROKE LOH. $5 ok lahs. =x and pls, thinning is so freaking easy lahs. i also know cans? dont know wher muh house the thinning sci. if nort I THIN MYSELF. i miss the model. i mean the ONE who is so lucky, which i help me cut and thin and STYLE her hair. =D so CHIO cans? hahas. ate so many today lahs. idiotic~ tmr den start diet! =x mummy is so nice today. she ask sis to treat us dinner. LOLS, she's lazy to think of wat to cook lahs. hahas. den dad bougth sweet and soour fish and black pepper crab adn blah,... I LOVE THE BLACK PEPPER CRAB. so YUMMY! so long nbr eat black pepper crab. MY FAVOURITE LAHS. after dinner feel like eatinf DURAIN. heh, but nobody wan eat OR buy. rubbish ehs. lucify my LOVE, but dont think their performers today is nice. nort really that powerful like last week. hahas. i think i like that kelvin ahs? should be ehs, dey look so alike. SO COOL. tmr plan? sigh~ maybe i ill just lock myself and THINK THINK THINK. i dont know him* or him. BASTARD. muh throat aint feeling that good. BOOHOOS! SICK! FASTER SICK, I LOVE SICK. results; SC- 24.5/80 (31%) ENG P1- 40/80 (PHEW PHEW~) ENG P2- 35/60 ENG LC- 16/20 (WEETS YOU WEETS!) ENG ORAL- 17/30 E0A PRAC- 21.5/30 E0A PAPER- 44/70 when stm giving out the eng lc the was like so shock of my marks cans? TMD, machiam i cannot get 16. but i was really shock lahs. cus i cant listen clearly. thanks god. <333

2006-05-14T20:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY/DULAN- mornign gort woke up by muh sis's VOICE, arghhs~ its okay, anw its getting late. LOLS, after nort long muh cousin came. =) but i was lazy so i continued muh resting.. till muh precious sis came in. chated awhile den i went to wash up. chatted and they had their lunch i had muh breakfast. =) after awhile went to bath and went out with muh precious sis. she muh cousin lah, precious one. =) walk to kovan bought bubble tea, went to take a bus. reach there walk around. =) no shuai ge bio but saw BELINDA. omg~ she super chio cans? figure super nice lahs, and she looks like a doll. =) got the video. =D so CHIO loh. omg! bth~ den walk around bought muh pants already. =) the belt seems doesnt suit the pants ehs. the belt machiam cant be use loh. so small. insane~ LOLS, walk ard. chatted alot with her. had so much fun but sad lahs. onces in a blue moon den we meet up. =( still got another girl. heh, we SHE lah. =x went home dey had their dinner den left. she and her guy ONE YEAR EIGHT MONTHS norhs. hais~ ENVY lahs, but dont wanna talk about r/s thing lah. tmr school. sians, results. sigh~ oh yah, on the way to kovan in the bus got this TI K0. fucking bastard. dont talk about this. i just hope your eyes ROT lah. bastard. i wanna be with you; i really want ehs, but aiyahs. watever lah. i know i will regret. but, this is better fur the both of us. =) 0ut 0f a sudden, i jus feel like crying agains nahs. arghs~ sometimes, i REALLY WISH TO STOP USING FRIENDSTER OK? dont know why but his frew just love to add me lahs. ehhs, all charb0r 0k? really envy ming's cans? ONE YEAR EIGHT MONTHS. but i dont know why so many people dont really approve JR with her. yah, he didnt study, but his character aint bad lohs. if ming didnt met him, she will still be the lil rebellious girl. she change because of HIM ok? yah lah, he look beng, smoke dont study but if people give him another chance you think he dont wan chance mehs? MORONS LAHS! you think we people like kena look down meh? if people dont look down on us you think we will behave like that? NT only can be road sweeper meh? this world is so farking BIASED lah. why was i BORN OUT? asshole. so many people using WO YAO KUAI LE lohs. wa lao ehs. buay tahan ehs. seems that. june, i got to go out with so many people. OH RETARTED ME. 4 weeks. 1 1/2 week ad msia. LAST WEEK i wanna stay ad home. =) GOD BLESS ME/

2006-05-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

its 950PM now. =) just finish muh bathing and waiting for muh sis to call den im out fur muh supper. have been eating alort i mean ytd and today. and its getting late im go for supper. -.- yahyah, its fat. i know. so i must cut down on tmr's eating and blah blahs..... lost 1 kg alr, now eating back so many. arghhhs~ and this few days or week, got problem connceting to the net. freaking ass! finally after so long chated with muh aiai today. she didnt forget me and she visited muh blog. LOLS` staring at the com sinces morning! im like super bored ok? kind of regret didnt agree to went out with him. aiyohs. so bored. anw, i dont know lahs. eyer! super in lovve with qingai's crown necklace lah. idiotic! i wna go shopping badly ok? alamak~ pochi is damn damn freaking shuai cans? super in love with him alr nahs. alamak~ and fish is so chio lohs. ENVY si liao. pochi super shuai lohs, dont be muh bf be muh bro jiu proud liao lohs. ENVY the family members lah! went to c&k blog, dey are oweas so loving!

set A or set B?

2006-05-12T16:20:00.001+08:00

OH GOD! IM SO HELL BORED AT HOME, NOW~ wh0 wna ask me 0ut? g0 eat ICE CREAM. well, im nort saying home is bad but, i dont really like staring at the com for the WHOLE DAY. the degree of muh eye is getting higer, which i DONT LIKE and sitting infront of the com muh back is pain. i wna eat ice cream! ICE CREAM ICE CREAM ICE CREAM. woke up ad 230 and now is 348 im starting to YAWN lah. stupid stupid adn stupid~ I WANNA GO SHOPPING. woots~ dont know why i now start looking ad sp. i will buy but i will wear with jacket or blah. muh stupid arm is FARKING BIG. arghhhs~ i cant spent much now, need to start to save $ go taipei during agu. wna do lots of shopping dere. heh, if i dont start saving, muh sis will nag agn and agn. AIYOHS. if nothing much later, i think i will go SLEEP AGN lah. stupid~ ytd night use frew till dulan, knn click wan thing mus sing in one den den hack go sleep. frewster is MAD! muh weight is dropping by 1kg. =) JIAN FEI WAN SUI* this monthn sms ALORT. omg, need to control. ytd k ge sang; jay, jolin, tank, machi, ah mei, yanzi, she, yangchenling, huangyida ETC. xD tired tired tired tired im so tired.sleep wake up hand also farking pain. bloody ass, but i still love sleeping! =D FUCKING SHIT FICKING SHIT FUCKING SHIT FUCKING SHIT FUCKING SHIT FUCKING SHIT FUCKING SHIT FUCKING SHIT FUCKING SHIT I SO FUCKING TIRED. byebye

I WANT THEM;

blossom top- this fashion top- bugis street pants- hello kitty necklace- skull necklace- new shoe- nokia 3250- tail/thin/cut hair- rebond muh hair- maicure during holi- JIAN FEI JIAN FEI- make up set-

2006-05-12T16:20:00.000+08:00

I WANT THEM;

2006-05-11T20:48:00.001+08:00

had our sale today. girls team vs boys team. =) girls won. CLAPS each of us gort $3. during the sale we talk already. =) he dont know sae me wat den i sae "face got 2 pimple shut up" den he malu LOLS, i dont know why i like make ppl malu lahs. ahehs. den i he pinch me den i beat him or pinch him. HEH HEH. HAPPY NORHS. hope mon onwards stil can like dat jiu shiok. =D after sch went home take $ give ira den send her to bus stop den came home online awhile bestie cor sae she ready den i haven even bath, cus she sae meet 3 den blah den i sae i bath alr call her. den went met her, forgot take muh cam went home den went buy tibits jiu headed to our K GE TIME. sing till 6plus den went muh hse downstairs talk talk. till 7plus went home. *i dont know wan patch anot, single is free to talk to anyone play with anyone. WATEVER, MOTHER FUCKER. *william is better den alvin. i mean alvin cant even compare to william, owaes side them, nb. stupid taineer. BOOHOO! WILLIAM ROCKS~ nb, mon start lesson. honggan

2006-05-11T20:48:00.000+08:00

2006-05-10T20:18:00.000+08:00

today, went out of muh house ad 615 so early nahs, aiyohs. went meet ira ad her house den sit under dont know wat blk went walk slowly to school. budden stil kind of fast lahs. walk into sch gg parade square only SIX CLASSES went to school. TMD, if this course falls on next weeks means this week i got FOUR days of HOLIDAYS. knn~while in the lab sign in msn web. SO BORED. after school went kovan, DAMN STUPID we walk up go tiranlge see ppl price den nth do go home. reach home, mummy says best cor me. SURELY wan ask me go out. phone her but she didnt pick up so went pompom. den she cor ask her cor back later. but i call her after i bath den tell her i wna slp before gg out so i sae i 4 den wake up call her. but it seems tat muh fone did not ring ad 4. CUS I SET THE WRONG TIME. =X LOLS, den she cor me ad 425 ask her come down den i stil slp after awhile prepare and went down. she haben come yet! -.-" went bus-stop, this group of jc kiddy is so noisy. even SEC can behave lahs. BTH took 80 drop ad serangoon center can? dont know after she change her uniform den took bus to kovan bought bubble tea den went find durain but nowher selling, BOOHOOS! den went fairprice see the baking thingys. she so blur nahs, and i realise when ever im having periods, I GO CRAZY. i wont know wat i talking and i go mad everytime. LOLS. AND PMS LAHS. ARGHHS~ so far stil dont have, GOOD~ =) after kovan came up to muh house, use internet, she ask me go the gay blog. altot dey are gays but they are super loving cans? but r/s is owaes sweet den bitter. =D WHATEVER, he is such a TOOT guy lahs. BTH cans? idiot. tmr sian, got sale. =D got kitty hp thingy ehs. heh den tmr go K GE after school. ard 2+ 3 WOOTS. *I HATE PERIODS. ARGHHS` gna post up few poems or sth about LOVE. =) ENJOY- love can be simple love can be complicated love can be sweet love can hurt deep love is something so wonderful love is just so unexplainable love can cause extreme happiness love can also cause extreme pain love is one strange yet beautiful thing love is blind, u just can't stop love love comes, and you can't escape love makes u fall in deep, so deep that you can't get out love is an amazing emotion of the heart the beauty in love <3 Humans know that 'Love Hurts' but Humans keep loving and falling in love regardless of the conseqences, just hoping to get a love thats worthy to their's. -While falling in love is ALWAYS SWEET, falling apart TASTE BITTER. Love is a legend, love is a story. Love is a feeling, an experience, and a memory. It' s something I can' t see, It' s something just for two. Yet I feel so special, When I' m with you. Through storm and fire, I feel the strong desire. Down cliffs and rivers, So we can be together, Up mountains and hills, Just me and you forever.? Ayumi Hamasaki's is this LOVE? Your gaze is so very tender as you stare at me Over there, on that little flimsy chair. With a gentle, happy face, She agreed, smiling While some kind of loud noise was building, In my mind, it was as though it was collapsing Unable to move, I just kept standing there "Why isn't it me?" I asked, but It's not some kind of foolish example. You were there as I had never seen you before. As I can only, only feel from far away, How on earth can I express this emotion? From time to time, the sorrow in your eyes Would show me the reason, so... That which can be given to you I can't give it; no one can. Is it only that one person who is so understanding that can? When do you first miss her? About that time, I realized the truth. I saw through the lies, and even if I pretend they are truth It's just, just so excessively empty. This feeling.... Is this known as "love"? "Why isn't it me?" I asked, but It's not some kind of foolish example. You were there as I had never seen you before. Did you feel it from far away? When do you first miss her? About that time, I realized the truth. I saw through the lies, and even if I pretend they are truth It's just, just so excessively empty. This feeling is certainly known as "love", isn't it? love is like playing with stupid superglue.... when you get bored, you have nothing to play with then you see this cute little bottle of superglue on the table. Then you decide to play with that cute little bottle of super glue. Starting while you play with that bottle of superglue, the glue flows out from its bottle and onto your hand. It feels funny and tingerly.. Then it gets really fun when it hardens and form alot of funny shapes. After that you noticed that when it REALLY harden it forms this stupid lump of the table. Then you began to fear that when your parents know about it and screw the hell out of you, you try to get rid of this lump. While trying your best to clean it up, your fingers are stuck together by the glue. And you tried and you try to seperate your fingers cause it hurt so much but you just can't. But when you finally learnt that you HAVE to seperate your fingers, you tear your own skin off. Leaving this stupid wound on your fingers. Thats love.... Starting its so fun and nice... but when things happen... it affects that feeling and when you finally learnt that you 2 cant be together... you can't let it go.. and when its finally off.. it hurts like mad.... How did we ever go this far You touched my hand and start the car And for the first time in my life, I am crying Are we in love? do we deserve To build the shame of this whole world And like the night we camouflage denial

2006-05-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

we are over. cried for 3 hours ytd night, cry in the morning afternoon on the way home ad home. muh heart is so pain. how long it it take to heal? sign in his msn the zarbor online. i just feel like shouting nahs. no matter im alone i will start to cry. plan dont go to sch tmr but tmr got alot of things to do so... arghhs~ depends on my mood lah. now adaes cry jiu headach.gg kovan with bestie later. im nort in the mood to Joke nor go out. im in the mood to cry and vent all my anger, sadness and watever. WELL, THIS POST IS JUST CRAP CRAP AND CRAP. william is better den alvin. but william's ytd lesson is hell bored. unlike hair styling, do do do but fur today on williams lesson. we did flyers and posters and e shop online blah. today not bad. tmr will have more things to do nahs. =] dont feel like gg tmr wan budden tmr got many things do and many of ur grp memebrs are not coming. WTF he ask fur patch. all thanks to bestie. but i rejected him, give me few more days. thank you.

2006-05-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

OH MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FUCKER, MUM JUST CALLED GRANDMA HOUSE NORT LONG AGAO AND SHE ASK ABOUT AUNT GAVE BIRTH TO MY LIL BIAO MEI ANORT AND GRANDMA SAE BABY GONE ALR. MOTHER FUCKER~ HOW CAN GOD TAKE AWAY A CUTE LIL INNOCENT BABY GIRL? SHE DID NORT BREATH MORE DEN 24 HOURS AND SHE LEFT US.MOTHER FUCKER! HER NUAGHTY BRO DIDNT EVEN GET TO SEE HER. AND THATS MORE PPL WHO DIDNT GET TO SEE THIS CUTE LIL COUSIN. 2006 IS REALLY A BAD YEAR! MOTHER FUCKER~ NAUGHTY BOY IS SUPER CUTE NAHS, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! ARGHHS~ IM MISSING HIM EVERYDAY! HIS TOO KUTE, WHEN MUMMY TALKING TO GRANDMA IMAGE HE GRAB THE FONE AND KPO KPO TALK? HIS SO CUTE NAHS. HELLO~ HIS BIAO JIE, ME IS ALSO CUTE. NO WONDER IS HE CUTE. BIAO JIE CUTE BIAO DI JIU CUTE RIGHT? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA~ HIS SUPER CUTE NAHS. XP XP XP I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM* NORT FORGETTING MY LIL BABY GIRL, ALTOT U ARE GONE, U LIVE IN OUR HEART. EVEN TOT I DIDNT GET TO SEE UE, NO MATTER WAT U ARE Y LIL COUSIN. LOVE YOU~

2006-05-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

i guess i gonna be dead after we broke up. but now it hurts me more. i didnt blame on the ex i jus cant understand why he cant tell me the truth. he dont seems to treasure this r/s much. i told him check on his sms read thru every single inbox and sent item to me he sae he delted. its fine then. afteer he sae " yah, its muh fault. i did tat w/o realising". NOW WAT? wat ue really wan from me? im gna act like a fool onces agn till thrus after sch i can jus ask a break. i dint wan blive guys anymore. his muh first. 1year 3months. people envy, wat fur? watever aint true ad all. who noe he timer me? ahaas~ watever, im a big idiot! BIGGEIST IDIOT. bestie was asking me nort to give up it has been so long alr, perhaps if i love him i should let him go right? i know i will cry every night i know i will suffer but i think i really love him i should let him go. i tink hw kor and geri quarrel. maybe i should give him advice too. if you really love her you should let her go. PERFECT UHS? sounds so pro loh.

I GONNA LET HIM GO GO GO AND GO- GUYS ARE BASTARD. K-BOX THIS FRI OR SAT WEET YOU WEET. I WNA SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT TILL NO VOICE! SNAP SNAP SNAP! ALALALALALALALS~ KILL ME PLEASE. I FARKING HATE THIS FARKING WORLD. OH YOU MOTHER FUCKER! YOU KNNBCCB MOTHER FUCKER. somehow i still missing the time you disturb me, even meng, button it still make me happy. cant ue dont aviod me? sigh~

2006-05-08T15:53:00.000+08:00

he* seems to be avioding me. bussiness retailing was kind of bore lahs. sigh~ but nevermind. had our break time den went canteen he finding fur chage he ask ira he didnt ask me. nahs, its okie, i was just making myself happy too. i know he is not even insterst in me lahs. i know that ok,after school. went bus stop. saw him also. just look eye into eye den i turn away, bus came got dwn the bus eye contact with him ag den i faster turn. you know what? i hate guys now, BUT I STILL LOVEBIO-ING YAN DAO NAHS. cannot change me. i hate this fucking lan jiao school. even tot we finish exam we still hab to come back den some class dont have to attend on tues or wed. MOTHER FUCKER, and we have to stay in school till 130PM. NBCB* morning as usual bath prepare went meet bestie. i was late today, but 5-10 mins ONLY tot i wont smilebut bestie made stupid jokes made me smile. we were talking about the 9PM channel 8 show. fann, last esp saying about the frog and scropio story. it was indeed v nice. cry this morning too but just a few drop of tears. i will made up muh mind all by my best. =) reach school chatted with wanzhen abt the zarbor who owaes STARE ad people. nb, i dont know why she love to stare ad me norhs. i talk or wat also stare den wanzhen sae she also in class like dat. BIAN TAI LOHS. nb, got 1 time i in the bus she ad the bbus stop den she stare ad me den i stare back. idiotic! im so bored and sleepy. =( maybe slping awhile later den watch SUPERBAND AT 730 LUCIFY super cool nahs. LOVES MANY MANY~ 9; the frog story. 10; DA CHANG JIN 10 ORH ORH!

2006-05-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

seriously im sick and tired of his lie. sign in to his msn acct saw that zarbor acct. msg him and ask him stil rmb wat we sae, and he sae that is his pri sch mate when i knew that long ago but i didnt wanted to sae. fine then, den he told me that was his EX. :] how do you want me to react? i ask him tot ue sae is dont know wan den he sae is cant see the pic. FINE FINE FINE. im just like a FOOL and TOY to everybody. im sick adn tired. so SICK so TIRED. he used to smoke behide my back when he still sae he didnt. he told me SO MANY lies, i forgive him each time. i so stupid and so idiot ok? chatted with hw kor, he wont understand how i feel. i told him i sick and tired already. no matter wat, i will let him go one day till theres no more toleration, perhaps letting him ago is a better choice fur the both of us :] stil rmb last year wh kors bdae. i stick with lihuan, yoke and han wei kor they all. they was with his pri sch frews included his EX there. for sho long i have been there, he didnt come andd talk to me as a boyfriend. its okay =) den after nort long of the bbq his ex sae our grp gort ppl diao her. but i dont know she saying who lahs. breaking with him i tot it hurts him the most. but in the end, everything ended up hurting me the most. a stupid big fool all along, now pop out a ex and he claims he dont know her. rap wanted help us but he got his own pro too. hw kor ask me to forgive and forget. but i cant. i did dat too much time. im tired of this stupid game. was sms-ing with him abt the ex thingy ans listenin to WO YAO KUAI LER, muh tears just auto drop. eyes are sollwen fur two eyes. so much eyes droping, dey are running dry. im turning blind. qingai, i need her the most. only she know wats going on. bestie, doesnt even know too. everybody tot its muh fault. but who knows the REAL story? how many lies he told? qingai sms me her pro, sigh~ sometimes, parent JUST dont understand wat kids wants. we are their kids, nort their robort. even robort wil spoilt one day. qingai, ue gna be strong alrights? dont do foohlish things. i love you. took two panadol todae. head was kind of pain. her msn pm; i dont knw wat happen but if is bcus of a paper i gort nth to sae i only know you are my true frew. thanks fur that BUT paper is nort the point. its bcus of i cant tolerate anymore. YOU ARE FAR TOO MUCH! im under depression now. fur this week, i dont think i will be in the good mood. sorry if i shout aad anyone or wat. i dont mean it too. now, i just need time to think. after this week, im gna change fur a better. a girl who study. =) tmr after sch if the weather is nort bad, gg puggol end with irah. =) this fucking sch is farking "FAIR" some class tue or wed dont have to attend bcus their paper finish but we HAVE to go back. TMD. MOTHER FUCKER LAH. qing ai, i love you more den anyone. I LOVE YOU.

2006-05-05T19:41:00.000+08:00

GOOD BYE STUPID IDIOTIC MID YEAR!!! =) chinese paper was much easier den ca paper. hopefully, i can pass. =] cpa pratical paper was TERRIBLE. i wonder whihc idiot set that. =x need to move the thing dey alr move for us. colum chart dey put pie chart. so many mistake lah! CRAZIES~ after all papers, went to had muh lunch den me and ira headed to hm SWEET TALK. =) HONEY MILK TEA ROCKS! den went took a trian to town. so long nbr go dere. went fareast FIRST. i love dere lahs. in love with blossom top! >< i wan MONEY~ ARGGHS~ walk ard dont know why ytd and today shopping mood. kip on looking fur clothes. OMG~ after walking fur few hours, finally we deicide to take a bus to anywher we know den took a bus home. walk to heeren busstop took dont know wat bus on the way got this guy kiss and lick his girlfriend ear! i was luaghing so loudly lahs, cant control cannot arhs? LOLS~ den the bus walk pass some wher near bugis ask her wna go dere den she sae anything got down and see wat bus to take but after a long time still dont know. den we walk. we dont know how to walk but i turn i saw the road i walk to the busstop so we walk there. went bugis street walk ard saw TWO GUAI GE! budden super suay muh mouth today so CHIO. nabei, stupid cup!!!!! shall post the pic of muh mouth later. EYER! den after window shopping took 80 back. on the way feel like eating angie the choice durain roll. ask her wether wan ac me go home take $ den buy anot, anything she sae. so drop ad muh house went home take $ walk there after buying went to the bus stop took 107 and got down ad muh place. nobody ask me wna eat dinner and stuff. FUCKING HELL.. i dont care lah, i got muh durain doll even if i dont eat, DIET LOH! do i look as if I CARE? tralalaas~ i wana cut muh hair, do muh nails, go shopping! BUY NEW FONE! 3250 SO CHIO CANS? i have been aiming from last year before it relese. xp TADANG~ TADANG~

ANGIE THE CHOICE, DURAIN ROLL.

ITS FUCKING EX. $2.80 EACH ROLL. BUT I SUKA EAT LAH! =)

2006-05-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

didnt talk to her the whole day today.- oh, i dont give a damn! had our maths paper today. well, it SUCKS. i will be flunking all muh paper this time. yes, I SWEAR~ i admit i didnt buck up ad all. GO AND DIE!@@$#$%^#$^%^* watever~ i dont know. this layout was made by GILFRIEND! woots, but i change few things. THANKS GIRLFRIEND! I LOVE YOU. <333 gonna change the blyth doll pic to another type and add some pics. =) tmr is last day of mid year. CLAPS. but sad, im gna fail all. SCREAMS, SHOUT ROAR- FUCKER! paper 1 is the same as NA, some people jus like to look down and sae, aiya tec paper v easy in the end she sae difficult. you bloody bitch, you better SHUT UR STINKY MOUTH BETTER THEY START TO ROT AND WORMS CRAWLING ON IT. i will be v happy! -CLAPS. LIMIN; LIMIN, YOU SUCKS- LIMIN; YA LAH, I KNOW THANKS- LIMIN; WELCOME LAH, IM JUS STATING THE FACT. OK LAHS, I WAN BATH AND WATCH DA CHANG JIN. BYE FUCKERS-

2006-05-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

i aint talking to him* already. sigh~ he is like avoiding me cans? watever~ i wna start a NEW LIFE after mid year? nahs, after the course. =) i wna be the girl who listen in class. do well in every sub. every teacher like.<-- well, i dont need that lah! =] just quarrel with muh mum nort long. i am more attitude when i aint in the mood. i dont know why too. people can just say they love me, but they really do? they sae im thier bestie thier closest frew. but think, the way they treat me. im such a failure in everything. studies,relationship,frewship etc. if i know that secondary life is not so easy. i wounld not play ans slack everyday during p5 and 6. people play also play, go home late also follow in the end dey go up to express or na only me, this stupid idiot. NT teacher dont bother about you, respect you. they cliam that they care for us more den the express/NA student? perpahes you people really do but i dont the care from you people AT ALL. i just feel the LOOK DOWN i got from peoples. =) i dont know why, i get along with my qingai. i dont know why but i feel comfortable madding with her. she give me this feeling that she DONT look down on people and i feel that i noe her asif fur a v v v long time alr. so nice right? but if im same age with her. things will be better? altot she is so vuglar. HAHAS. and after paper chiong go mac had breakfast! FINALLY UHS? woots~ saw qingai dere too! xp some express/na dont look down on us, but why some does? just bcus we cant study, we cant be frews? i miss that time wher i got back my good results. MISSED* after breakfast ad hougang mall went kovan mac study. saw mengxuan mei nu! xp so so pretty lah and tall. pepper tall also pretty! why tall tall der all so skinny? im nort prepare fur this mid year, SERIOUSLY. i wish to drop out of this school w/o taking Ns. its impossible, i know. but just let me dream lah!i felt so depressed. i want to cry. i need to cry. kept on listening to si xin bu gai-kids version tears nearly drop out. its so damn touching. halfway studying, sort of quarrel with dimple. i had enuff of her nonesses already! she thinks she is so big everything must let her win and stuff. she is so selfish. she only think for herself! i cant give in to her anymore so i quarrel with her. its not the matter petty or not, she jus dont know the limits. watever~ im nort gonna talk to her. do so much to cheer her up and stuff she give you attitude and blame everything on us. fine~ everything is our fault. im sure you are very happy if i and ira quarrel one day uhs? hahas. muh life is so sickening now. big mess with messy people. why cant muh life be a simple wan? hopefully mid year, i can pass at least ONE SUB. i really feel like giving up studies now. everything i do is always wrong. im jus a like toy to everyone. i wan you today, i'll take you. i dont need you, you dont come to me. but if i can die w/o pain asap i WOULD WANT! but after my taipei trip? HAHAHAHAAS. im everybody's toy.

*we are like ending our r/s soon. talk less den 10 sen a day, sms less den 20 a day. maybe this will be better fur the two of us. i need to learn how to love myself before i can love a person. i rather let a person love me den love a person. it hurts too much.so near yet so far-

我要快乐 ; 爱与恨

2006-04-29T16:19:00.000+08:00

DO YOU KNOW??????? MY LIFE SUCKS SO MUCH! MY ATTITUDE AINT GOOD. I HATE PEOPLE ASK SO MANY QUESTION. DO YOU KNOW? MY ENG PAPER IS A FAIL FUR ME. I DONT KNOW WHY MY ENG DROP SO MUCH! TMD~ TUES CPA AND SC. DONT KNOW WHICH STUPID IDIOT PLAN THIS KIND OF TIME TABLE. IT JUST SHOWS HOW STUPID DEY ARE. SIGH~ CPA (SEC1-4) AND SC(SEC1-4) HOW AM I GOING TO STUDY THIS 2 STUPID SUB? PLS LAH, GOT TO RMB SO MANY THINGS CANS? STUPID PEOPLE. GO AND DIE LAH. USLESS IDIOTS~ MY DEAREST QING AI MISS ME DEN ASK ME WAN GO STUSY ANOT. HOW CAN LAH? SEC4 NT GO STUDY WITH SEC2EA LOH. WALAO. MALU LIKE SIAO LAH. PLUS I SURE NEED HER TO TEACH ME WAN RIGHT? AND SOMETIMES, I JUST FEEL LIKE IM EVERYONES TOY. I NEED YOU I TAKE YOU. I DONT NEED YOU I DONT NEED YOU. NABEI, WAT KIND OF WORLD IS THIS? DO YOU KNOW???? WHEN YOU ARE NOT FEELING GOOD, PLAY TECHNO AND SWITCH ON LOUD. ITS SO GOOD LAH! =) I WANNA GO BUGIS GET MY MICKEY STUDS LAH. TMD, QING AI ONE STILL GOOD MINE BOTH NO SPOILT! FUCK~ FZ NOW HEN GUAI LAN LIAO LOHS, KPKB, ONE DAY SHE STIL KP AD ME I MAKE SURE I SLAP HER. LAN JIAO LANG. WAN STEP ER YI. COOPY PPL WERA THE MICKEY STUDS. PUI~ THE CPY ALSO. DAT TIME GUAI LAN WITH ME. NOW SHE ALSO WEAR MICKEY STUDS. TMD~ HOUSE NO MIRROR ARH? AND, I REALISE I WAS SO DAMN FUCKING UGLY. OWAES!! WHY WASNT I PRETTY? CUTE? RICH? THIN? AND, IM GETTING FATTER AND FATTER EVERYDAY. ARGHHHHHHS~ MY LIFE SUCKS SO MUCH! YTD;; NEVER EVEN TALK TO HIM IN SCHOOL. ONLY RECESS I GO BUY WATER HE WALK TO LIBABRY BANG INTO EACH OTHER NIA. FUCK~ I DONT KNOW WHY I DONT WANT WAT I DONT KNOW HOW. I WANNA GO OUT~ I WANNA GO TOWN AND BUGIS~ MSG IRA ASK HER WETHER SHE CAN GO OUT AFTER HER WORK ANOT. HAVEN REPLY YET~ SIGH. TMR MAYBE GG JB TO AUNTY HOUSE. IF IM REALLY GOING MON I WILL BE BACK. AND I NOE I CANT STUDY DERE. TOO MANY PEOPLE HOW CAN I STUDY? I KNOW MYSELF VERY MUCH BUT MY COUSIN WANS ME GO AND I PROMISE MY UNTY DAT I WILL BE THERE. BUT TAT TIME I DIDNT KNOW TAT GOT EXAM TILL LAST WEEK. FUCK~ AND STILL G0RT 0THER PE0PLE I MEAN MUH UNCLE SIDE DER PEOPLE. TIME FLY SO FAST LAH. SO FAST, HE PASS AWAY 100 DAYS? IF IM NOT WRONG. WHY IS NOT I DIE WAN LEH? LIFE SUCKS SO MUCH! AND, I BROKE MY PROMISE. BPROMISE ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN. DONT YOU THINK SO? SINCES PEOPLE OWAES PROMISE BUT FAIL TO DO IT WHY YOU WNA KIP THE PRO SO LONG? ITS ALL BULLSHITS! B U L L - S H I T S; DA BIAN- TMD TMD I DONT KNOW HOW WAN STUDY CPA AND SC TGH LAH. CH LOH. BOTH CRASH TGH, SOMEMORE GOT SO MANY TO LEARN. ESP SC LAH. FUCKER.

2006-04-27T15:43:00.000+08:00

FUCK MY LIFE! FUCK THE DREAMS. AND FUCK THE N LEVEL. I WANNA GO TAIWAN LAH! air ticket fur JULY IS FULLY BOOKED. sept? i dont know my sis lah. say wan go den dont wan go. SIGH~ i wana go lohs. x( when can i step oon the FEI JI? go taiwan? go japan? ARGHHHS~ this year really aint a good year lahs. today, daddy and bro gort taiji. sigh~ in class dey talk talk talk we gers also talk talk talk aiyohs. then after school dey go i dont know blk wat go settle. den after dey came back. from far saw bro crying. den went home ard dont know wat time. outside bus-stop saw daddy den he came. ask wether is he ok anot. den he sae his fine, den he sae his bro got taiji or wat der not sure. den hear dat dont know why out a sudden agn wan tio ger. AIYOHS~ today nbr talk much with him*, i mean after mon, i slap him we nbr talk much already. today is the wrose. he only disturb me. den bo liao. sad cans? him? perphaes i will break bahs. maybe after mid year. now is not the time. WATEVER~ I WANNA GO TAIWAN- (I WAN GO BADLY!) I WANNA GO BUGIS- (MONTH NVR GO LIAO!) I WANNA LEAVE THE WORLD- (W/O PAIN PLS!) I WANNA PASS MY MID YEAR- (HAIS, KE YI MAH?) I WANNA PASS MY PERLIM- (PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!! CANNOT FAIL!) I WANNA PASS MY N LEVEL- (I CANT FAIL THIS! FUCK FUCK FUCK!) I WANNA CRY THE WHOLE DAY- (I FEEL SO STRESS, JUS FEEL LIKE CRYING) I WAN GOT ALOT ALOT ALOTSSSSSS OF $$$$$$$ I WAN GO SHOPPING! =D i find qingai abit SIAO lahs. cus infornt of her frew she pretend sae me budden i noe she love me alot ders. can tell lahs. =D taoyan i shy shy lohs. and she still look happy when her fone and mp3 is confiscated. taoyan, like dat those who took her fone will see my pic? AIYOHS, WO SHY LIAO LAHS. RUBBIHS. BYEBYE. *i got 1 hk with me leh. wan mahs? AIYAHS, STRESS LOH!

2006-04-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

NAFA aint that bad. had fun screaming and shouting with maria. =D SHIOK CANS? 1st time in school shout like mad WOOTS~ think i failed 2 or 3 station. well, i DONT give a damn. and talking about giving a damn or not. eng lesson stm ask people read so he CALLED me when i was praying hard " pls dont call me, dont dont dont" den i heard muh name being called out. den i look up ask ira wat to read to COMFIRM den he ask me wan to read anort den i sae dont want. den he say ok, its ur choice to read anot. NABEI, I THINK HE TOT I TELL IRA I DONT WANT TELL. hellos, i dont care lah. watever you want to say okays? BASTARD! dont show me ur fucking attitude. i KNOW you dont like me but you DONT have to AIM SHOOT me ad EVERYTHING. nabei. fucking teacher~ dont think you are a teacher you can show me your fucking attitude and guai lan with me. i have muh LIMITS, you wan guai lan with me i can guai lan with YOU~ during the nafa, had lotsa of fun. encouraging each other, cheering fur each other. esp when i was doing the stupid jump, everyone was like; limin, you can do it~ touched* den i jump 145, i know its BAD. den everybody CLAPS and the teacher. he a nice one. =) den maria's turn saiful come disiao den maria nbr do properly the teacher shouted ad him. ask him go away. HAHAS, ORH BEE! xp during the nafa, ad the hall saw the S.A nebei. diao diao diao, oh yar and the frew. express can anyhow diao meh? hate the S.A like hell lahs. JIAO BIN YI GE. before nafa went toilet change,saw pearl hug her. =D chio bu cans? ENVY* and hug QINGAI today. she so nice hug lahs, aiyohs. next time who married her dont need buy pillows and stuff. hehes, DONT BE SO BAD LAH- =X after the nafa went canteen saw pearl again, this time asked her wether she received muh bdae greeting and she sae yes. =) she didnt reply me so i tot she chagned number and stuff. well, now i dont know her msn and frewster. -.- she changed acct and i dont know whats the add. shall get from her asap. tmr having my mother tounge oral, OMG~ WISH ME GOOD LUCK. my ENG and MT sucks ALORT. somehow, thinking of N LEVEL how i wish i wasnt in a relationship now. sooner or later i willend everything. i hope, i cant cope. during EOA we are told to design folders fur our coursework. WEETS~ i love my design like fark cans? its PLAIN and SIMPLE. but im still loving it. THIS WEEK- FRI- MT ORAL, DO N LEVEL BOOK, COPY NOTES SAT- DO N LEVEL BOOK, COPY NOTES, STUDY (MAYBE GG OUT) SUN- DO N LEVEL BOOK, COPY NOTES, STUDY NEXT WEEK- MON- STUDY FUR EXAM TUES- ENG ORAL. -ROARS , STUDY FUR EXAM WED- STUDY FUR EXAM THRUS- STUDY FUR EXAM FRI- STUDY FUR EXAM (MAYBE GG OUT) SAT- STUDY FUR EXAM (MAYBE GG OUT) SUN- STUDY FUR EXAM I WANNA GET TOP 15 FUR MID YEAR. LIMIN JIA YOU~ you can do it!!!!!!!! it has been long sices i got in top 15. sec3 i tink i got top 20. furgot already. AINT TIME TO SLACK, BCK UP! GO GO GO GO GO~ this fucking com is irritating. ARGHHS~ i dont wan touch the com but i CANT. ><

2006-04-19T20:57:00.000+08:00

today was a HELL BAD DAY fur me. nabei~ early in the morning cried. all thanks to muh "dearest" form/PE teacher. =) after morning ass was PE. change and he sae no 2.4 but must run 2 rounds. told him i had headche (fake) den he ask me go outside PE room rest. den went outside find ppl cus i was too bored. after everybody came back from their run, we had to do the 5 stations before we can play our game. first was the malay boys den the chi boys. den girls follow index number. tot he wont ask me jump but he DID, i told him i cannort jump den he INSISTED me on jumping. creid, and he sae later i have to jump wether I LIKE IT OR NOT. after everybody had finish was my turn. i stand dere crying and say i cannot jump den he KPKB ad me. instead of encouraging why are you using this kind of words? mr low is better cans? i freaking hate him from now on. i dont know why ad home i can jump abit with two legs but in school I CANT. al0rts 0f pe0ple waking pass when i was g0ing t0 jump. s0 pe0ple saw me cry lah. den after b0ard jump was sit and reach muh leg farking hurts and i cant do that too. he sae watever the things goes i have to - 1CM for muh nails. BLOODY BKIND MAN, cant you see muh nails is less den 1CM? DUMB~ den i cannot do he sae next dont waste time. fuck lohs, den ira was sitting ad a corner crying. went over to her and catherine dey all ( her grp der) ask me why i cry told dem den she ask me dont cry. thanks catherine. and even kiamlam came and ask me why i cry. -.- hahas. after the thing went back canteen told dimple why cant we friend back them like in the past suddenly cry agin. they encourage me to jump and everything. why cant we be like the past? after dat went outside libabry sit awhile den go fur sc lesson. after dat cpa. recess den all HIS* lesson. he vent his anger agn. and he shoot us AGAIN. nabei, was so fuck up. 4 lesson with him till after school. we do nth as he sae he let us do watever we wan and say us,, FINE AND WATEVER. i see ur REAL face today. after school went to his detention, till 3 went hougang mall. went library borrowed books. den went sweet talk buy bubble tea den went kfc had muh cheese fries. i dont know why but i just LOVE that. =D after dat went take bus home. tmr will be NAFA (NBCB), fri MT ORAL. wish me good luck. =) dear friends, thanks fur your console this morning. <333 you people loads. people like; lihuan, yoke yee, dimple, umairah, catherine, simin ETC. THANKS L0ADS. <333 you are the WROSE teacher i have ever met. SUCKER!!! wo yao kuai ler* HE* cut his hair, nort v nice but nort nort nice. xp during detention i saw him looking ad his ex. watever, im falling deeper fur him.

2006-04-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

friendster is too lag already, so i stop logging till tmr i guess. =) didnt crap much with him today. sian FULL. having chi oral this wed, stupid NAFA which i hate so much on trhus both after school. and the stupid NAFA ids so malu lah, infornt of the whole class. nabei, donne which idiot's idea. so STUPID! anw, i wasnt really well. infact i felt SICK. love sick? WATEVER, i dont know. i just feel sick to be in this world. irritating. hengmeng go thru those chap well, guess wat i understand? i "PROUD" to say NONE. this shows how lazy i am to study. which i know i can do well but i dont put in efforts. SLAP ME WILL YOU? i want YOU to slap me. watever, mid year is jus starting next week? or next next? i have no idea. DUMB~ i wan a simple life, AND I NEED! goodbye- *hopefully, i will be in muh bed ard 11PM. I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I FEEL SO PISSED- I MISS MY LIL COUSINS. LOVES =)

2006-04-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

hellos, im back~ i know you people ,us be missing me BADLY! =D thrus afternoon went took bus and meet muh cousin ad yck mrt station. den took train to kranji and took bus to jb. den fone uncke and he come pick us up ad bus place there. omg~ i must sae i hate people want take bus budden dont know how to q up den just cut in. bloody shits~ den went to have our dinner ad famour duck rice dere den went shopping. till 9 plus 10 mall closing so we left to coffee shop and waited for me dad to bring muh sis here. den when dey reach got up the car and left to grand ma hse dad went home. slept in the car woke up many times due to muh sis. den last time woke up reach lers. den change bush wash up went to bath. next day woke up blah blah blah till night went shopping and dinner. 11 went supper. =) went back sleep ard 12plus everyday. sat went aunty hse ad malecca reach dere afternoon had our lunch went back gand ma hse ard 3 plus, night went shopping agn. =) this time bought 1 minnie shirt. den shop tll 10 gotta close alr budden some stuff haven buy yet. arghhs~ nvm den, went fur supper. =D with mummy, grand ma, nuaghty boy, me, sis, cousin and uncle. the dae b4 is same but no grand ma. =D today early mornmign wakie left grand ma hse ard 8plus reach home 12. arghhs~ i miss you lah! i miss muh vale mei mei. and the nuaghty didi~ ><> i wana online less. please. I HATE COMPUTERS! =D I LOVE STUDIES! =D I LOVE ......... =D

2006-04-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

confused* dont ask me anything. dont ask me who is the another him unless i am close with you. =) qingai also know liaos, so kpo ders. =x NO LAHS. I LOVE MY QINGAI CANS? tmr pon sports day. =) stm say pon den jiu go detention. i rather go for the stupid detention! =) bo liaos lohs, go dere rot. and tmr night gg malaysia till sat or sun. =) muh dearest baby cousin! i know he miss me! xp today had lots of fun with him. =) he kip on disiao me! arghhs~ bite!!! i aint in the mood to blog now. byebye, DONT DONT JUST DONT. mon having sc class test. JIAYOU!!

2006-04-10T20:03:00.000+08:00

things i've eaten/ drank today. =) before sch ad home; NOTHING recess; NOTHING after recess; 1 FERRERO ROCHER during lesson; FEW STAWBERRY FURITELLA after school; went hougang mall grab muh 1 curry puff. =] reach home; 1 BREAD dinner; 1 plate of rice drinks; 1- 5ooML bottle of green tea. 1- 5ooML plain water. LATER FOR THE DAY*** fruits; 1- apple? or the round round FRUIT LAH! xp im LAME to post wart i eaten today lah, I KNOW. but im bored mahs. plus today, was a GOOD dae for me i guess? hehes. but she spoilt muh mood in the morning, whenver she reaches cant she like jus wait for 5 mins instead of jus come up and press the door bell. NO BRAIN. =) den today ass, yandao seat beside me lah. =D =D =D he sucks alrights? xp budden today also nbr talk much with him. SIANS. bought chocolateS and sweetS for wenghong kor budden he fang wo fei ji. kukubird~ den me ira and dim share lohs. LOLSLOLS~ tmr gort sweet eat in class! CLAPSSSS! =D LAMER~ anw, today our class perform during ass, i admit it was a lousy one but not at lousy. and 1 of the judge words is so ARGHHHHHHHH~ she is saying as if she look down on NT people. ohhh, maybe they do lah. you know? =D yandao swo kute lah. tralalalalas~ MADNESS. =] two other grp singing is also nort dat nice. all i can hear is their muble muble WART RUBBISH~ and their didnt finish up their things when their time is UP. RUDE! express big meh? i hate our express people. they lok down on NA and NT? KUKU LAH! nabei. =] na bei is muh fav words now. HAHAHAHAHAS. HAPPY BDAE WENGHONG KOR! HAPPY BDAE WENGHONG KOR! HAPPY BDAE WENGHONG KOR! HAPPY BDAE WENGHONG KOR!

HAPPY BDAE WENGHONG KOR!

BYEBYE!

2006-04-08T13:50:00.000+08:00

I HATE PERIODS! ARGHHHHHHS~ im like falling sick soon. xD ytd, meetingout with him budden his dad haven buy his lunch so sae meet 330 den i having SERIOUS moodswing cancel and sae meet todae budden he sae he dunnoe can mahs, so totally cancel the whole thing. den ytd msg ira ask her wanna meet anot. cus she the nuber 2 dat can i can share pro with. so wanted her to msg me after the np meeting stuff. ard 5plus alr finish helping with muh mum went to took a bus. meet her on the bus den went hougang green. walk ard first bought 2 handfonr pouch. 1 hello kitty 1 medoly. =D 1 for sis and i for me. x) too bad no mickey lahs, qingai. =] den went mac she had her lunch while i hav muh ice cream. =) while eating saw wed shuai ge ad hougang mall. hahaas. den took bus to hougang mall. walk ard den we went to CANNORT SAE. hahaas. did some stupid things. LOLS~ den went took bus to cp. she went montip to get the dunnoe wart. den walk ard went kfc den went she open the safty pin drop den went tuh montip ask fur exchange. budden the lady sae mus hav receipt budden the guy didnt even giv her 1? LAME~ stupid women~ den i help her fixed back. =] den went back to kfc wanted find dim but she went to send order den waited and waited wanted eat cheesefries order 1 and shared, so sweet uhs~ LOLS. den headed to the toilet den went to waited fur the bus. x) reach home 10plus. nort sure todae gg out anort. i dont think so lahs. i dunnoe wat i should do. he ask gene wether S* gort gf anort. den hecome ask me. oh pls, he and his gf when wan break how would i nnoe uhs? FUNNY LAHS~ im so confused now. i've lost muh sense of direction. esp periods, i hav muh moddswing more more more. -.- I DUNNOE LAHS. MY LIFE IS SO FARK SHIT! I HATE GOING TO SCH! I HATE STUDY! I HATE YOU! I HATE THEM! I HATE MYSELF! ARGHSSSS! HATE ME IF YOU WANT, I DONT CARE. I HATE MYSELF LIKE FARK. TASK FOR TODAY! -n level eng 1 chpt -maths finish 1 chpt -finish the story book -do a new layout. - KILL MYSELF! =)

2006-04-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

im CONFUSED! super super okays? sigh~ his too kute already lah. arghhs~ ask him fur tissue paper den wrote s suks bcus i rocks. HAHAS. kept on joking and crapping ard with him lohs, arghhs~ after school took 62 got down ad hougang mall. him also lahs, den saw his mother and the lil sis. his sis is so cute and pretty~ the bro also lah! HAHA. im feeling damn damn confused bcus of this. den he went top up ezlink with his sis. i think lah, cus dey go dwn mrt there. den after long time saw dem agn. den he kip on disturb me makan tayi cus i sae him den i sae i hate ue in malay! xD malay not bad hors? hahas. den he crossing the road i shouted ur sis so cute not like ue loh den he smile. hahaas. the sis damn kute and pretty lahs. den saw him wan hold the sis hand while crossig the road. so sweet~ arghhs~ den i think of when i small me and muh bro also like dat, but better den him cus after he come home frm school will buy sth for me. HAHAS. no wonder i so FAT! XP going out later with muh monkeys. acc dim go health check. x) depressed* imissyuo badly* ****************************************************** tayi(shit in malay) i miss you badly~ i jus carn get ue off frm muh mind! i donne wat happen to me! met dem ad mall inter ad 315 took 147 to HPB. was a long long trip. den got this 2 gal frm muh sch sibei chao lah, so act, talk so loud. den when dey got dwn the bus we gu yi make noise den she sae us noisy. pcb~ den reach dere was ranning. kinda big den we run cross the road. ira pul me lahs, nearly fall shoe so hua der. kekes~ blah blah blha after dim finihs her ting headed to the bus stop. got off ad china town wanted go walk walk budden rannin den got this stupid china guy bump to me. EYERRRRRR! er xin, den bth went to took 80 headed cp. went kfc had our dinner. super full and feel like vomiting, ARGHS~ den went montip search for clips didnt buy any den went 7-11 grab muh magazine went wait fur bus. took 80 with ira told her muh pro she dont even noe hers and how is she gonna help me? sigh~ tayi, you really made me feel CONFUSED!!!!!!!! can you tell me how you feel? wat you thinking? i wanna go fur tmr tingy jus to see ue budden too bad duh! if deres 5 person gg i got the chance to bio ue budden now the bitch is gg. happpy talking with her~ i miss you badly. need you* he say he not sure tmr he got $$ to go out anot, budden wat i noe he got $$ buy big pooh fur his gan-mei. LOLS, and his asking ard wher got sell. LOLS~ i need to cry. goodbye-

2006-04-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

lalalaaas~ its rannin now. xD 3 things make me tulan today. 1st; IRENE ADMIT SHE GAVER THEM THE LETTER! bloody SPY! 2nd; during ass 4N malay guy sae CINA BUDOH in malay. bloody rabbit teeth, go fark the dog ok? nbcb, dont think cina are really so dumb and dont understand a single words. 3rd; early morning SHE* giv me attitude. kept quite the all way till sch talk with ira and dim. den when ealking up the over head she walk alone. FINE~ didnt smile or talk to her today. after sch saw her ad the bus stop den saw her looking ad me smiling den i pretend nbr see anything walk away. walk to 401 disturb muh xiao boyfriend! he damn damn kute nahs, budden so naughty. kekes~ den saw HER and her bf. haolians lohs, den ira sae she kip on looking ad us here smile smile. den after awhile saw YANDAO! =D nahs, its rap bro. buay pai hor. xp den went 7-11 ira bought sth went bus stp wait fur bus. nobody flag fur 113 den the bus stop v infornt didnt bother to run fur it. FUCK~ school is so hell bored. nearly fall asleep during EOA. somehow im thinking why he like to think so much kip on saying i and saiful is close? normal classmate. he is so rubbish~ no chi ger is my type. i so LUCKY.all dose ppl so xia lan wan. eyerrrrrrrs. and the irene is really too much! kpo bitch. spy, arghhs~ watever. im like a bullyer in school now. x( its all saiful and ruz fault! the chairman and v.chair teach me 1! LOLS.) im so sleepy~ arghhhhhhhhhhs. and my edditing skill is getting more and more sucky! i carn even use adobe ok? so STUPID! omg, stupid editting of mine. EYERRRRRRRR. mid year are starting on 28MAY. OMG. and.................................................... HIS STUPID EX LOVE TO DIAO ME DER LEH, NVR DIAO HER ALSO WAN DIAO ME. EYES TOO ITCY ISIT? HELP YOU DIG YOU UR FARKING EYES LAH. EX, PREFECT DAI SAI ARH? WO PUI* neber see ue this kind of people loh. look down on us. EYER, you hor, throw your parents face der leh. hehes. i know lah, i UGLYER DEN YOU, STUPID DEN YOU. no need like dat der. ok? IM GOING CRAAZY V SOON. LALALALLALALAS~ CLAPS* LIMIN LOVE MY NANA QINGAI*

2006-04-02T19:29:00.000+08:00

ytd rot ad home da whole dae till evening waited fur my cousin come den went cp with them sis and mum. walk around cp till 9 plus den went home. msg dim ask wanna meet anort. dey finish their tranning ad 9plus mahs, den jiu meet lohs. xD meet ad my house here wanted to sit ad the place we owaes sit budden got people den went another place. crap ard we saw cat! den all run away. ahas~ den went to the place near the stairs sit. joke ard and i acting like a fool! =D den i saw cat and jump away. so scary nahs. omg!! den went to 2DUNNOE WAT block sit awhile den dim sae she sae a malay lady peeping ad us den we are like so scared all run away lah! den sae wan go bright place sit den i sae ue all stil dun wan go home arhs? den send them to the bus stop waited fur their bus to come den went home. pai pai nahs, dun wanna go home late already!! xp reach home bath talk on the fone awhile with dim. den hang up the fone. slept ad 12plus. =D during muh walk iin cp msg qingai. saying we are like dirfting already. =( she's the 1st i knew sch ppl thru frewster den bcum qingai. she giv me this feeling asif i've knew her fur dunnoe how many years alr! i find her better den muh bestie. my bestie seems doesnt understand me alr and qingai underrstand me cans? she like sec2 im sec4. -.- will miss her alot after i leave this bloody school. how sad! ! x( QINGAI* NO MATTER WART, I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU. QING AI FOREVER~ I LOVE YOU! XP SUN- woke up ard 12 eat den got a call from bestie ask me go pei her eat lunch. reject her ad first budden i need to get my stamp done so called her back sae meet ad 1230. this time, im clever enuff to wait fu her to press my doorbell! =) guess wat time she come? 1245PM =D tmr i dunnoe wanna wait how long agn. she didnt told me she's meeting sky till met her. fine for me. dim was working so ask her go cp der kfc eat reach dere. dere was alot of ppl so she is like giv attitude agn lahs. den she sae go mac buy take away lah den i sae go loh, den she ask u dont wan eat cheesefries meh? den i sae dunwan lah. i mean, why is she owaes giving me attitude while she is owaes late? HELLOS, i waited for more den 1 hour this week. i hate waiting for people okays? and she sae " so many people, im meeting sku study loh". i didnt sae anything. and think deeply, why she can let me wait for her and if she late she shld ad least giv a me call or msg right? WHY? ifs she gonna ask me out agn. I WONT GO OUT WITH HER ANYMORE! i had enuff already. she went to far! she will only ask me go out pei her eat, near place or if she cant find anyone, she will ask me. and i, this idiot will go. i dont wanna be a fool anymore. i hasnt been saving any money for my rebonding, shopping and stuff. next week im goimng home after school. only fur wed, stay for IT. so people, DONT ASK ME OUT! I NEED TO SAVE MONEY LAHS~ =X kekes~ went out meet my sis ad kovan wakl ard and she went to collect her lens.meet dim ad kfc. order shoom meal and cheesefries. help dim buy her c.f too. den saw eugene dere. walk ard bought bubble tea den went buy dinner den walk home. accompany her to the bus stp. i need to get myself to study!! STUPID FAT ASS! if ue stil wan crap ard in the classn ue will end up being a CLEANER! i wanna got a goood job and prove to IDIOT.YONG~ his a HOD and his words is so insulting cans? he owaes sae family income less den 1200 is POOR wat stupid or shit wan. so tulan pls. next time dont see him on the street begging for money can already lahs. as a HOD ur words are so insulting. HOD and you talk w/o using ur BRAIN! POOR ASS~ oppps! stop all muh cursing now. change a new pic agn, zilian on fri night while slacking with bestie. love some of those. xD IM UGLY AND FAT, I KNOW! bleahs~ it has been long sinces i need to return over 10 testi ad a time. LOLS, somehow frewster sucks. so lag! post another day. xD bye. WHO WILL BE THE FRIST CAMPUS SUPERSTAR? CATACH CSS TONIGHT, 7.30PM CHANNEL U* -.-"

2006-04-01T12:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday, woke up ad 530 bath and preparae myself fur schoo. meet cyn ad 615 but i waited till 625 she is still not there went to bought the bus myslef ttook 82 tuh ira stop and met them. walk to 401 bought our breakfast fur recess and dicide walk to school while we crossing the road saw 62 so took 62. i wonder why those idiot cant move to the back part of the bus? so stupid can? asif their father own the bus dey can do watever they wan. DUMBS~ SKIP SKIP SKIP! recess was shock by rf AG. -.- 2nd times. den waas maths lesson find ard the table see wat pepper reply me! had a hard time cans? -.- den i reply on her table and attap seed's table! >< color="#993300">XIAO QIANG den a cat stare ad us two time kip on runnig! but was fun! send her to the bus stp ard 10plus bath online awhile and cyn sae the mp3 can work. STUPID! den online awhile went to sleep ad 11plus, so sleepy! im not sure im gg out today ornot. im not sure dim is working todae anot. I FEEL LIKE EATING CHEESEFRIES. xp

2006-03-30T20:04:00.000+08:00

changed a new pic again. x) me and yuyang pic is like so retarted cans? heh, hav no idea how tuh edit den jus anyhow edit. this whole week, i wondering wat best doing early morning. she wakes up ad 530 and she reach my hse 640 when we are meeting ad 630. arghhs~ oweas waited for her so long cans? den got few daes missed the bus. -.- AND TODAY, right after i step into my hse the fone rang, guess wat? its HER. ask me out, den i ask her cum ad 5. someting is wrong with her i think, she came ad 545. ARGHHS~ i damn damn impaitent lohs, everytime meeting her she owaes late! den she meet her tian kong or her frew jiu early ders. IRRITATING CANS? BITE HER! den she cum my hse crap and play run ard like kids, sorry but she so lame wan. hais~ den went kova blah went home ard 7plus. tmr after sch gg out with her, dunnoe how long gotta wait fur her agn. -.- ahas. hao lahs, byebye~

2006-03-29T21:22:00.000+08:00

todays, was hell fed up with the farking mushroom. kaobei sia, nb. go compliant irene we ytd sae her den still got sae wat we sae wat go follower shop go buy $7 shirt or wat wan lahs, nbcb, we nv sae dat lohs. den ask her cum, nb wan giv innocent look nia. erxin lahs. cb ppl. whole grp dere jiaolang ders. today pe run like siao lohs.17.18mins. thats the best lah, don ask me run anymore. 1st run run 2nd walk fast abit den jog 3rd also. siao liaos loh, in love with kaobei and lan jiao or watever wan. after sch stayed back for IT till 5plus.tired* eng 4 lesson while doing the paper heads on the table den paper on my head. wanted sleep ders den ira wake me up den saw stm walking towards smiling ad me den i sae i think la cher. arghhs. he OWAES cor me chewlimin W/O fail lohs. so rude lohs. nb~ den ira turn den i act act stm cuming wake her up but he nbr cum lahs. heh, den my bag frm table drop den shouted v loud. -.-" eugene and rap tio shocked turn behide. si bei funny lahs. ><>

2006-03-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

listenning tuh caihongtiantang. damn nice cans? finally got him send me. gees, and guess wat? he is JEALOUS of me and the damn saiful lahs. -.- so lame cans? -.- just because we joke ard with each other. i farking hate dose dumb retarters idiots okays? today the farking cb irene followed them the whole dae. CME she in our grp den she nbr come to use till stm ask her come. den we gib us jiaobin ad ther so happy den i ask dim wan grant her wish ma den she sae ok den ask stm to send her to another grp. budden he dun allow lahs den kuku sae me bully her or wat fuck. nb, dat time hairstlying thingy everything also blame the 3 of us like we wat like dat. enuff is enuff lah, attitude doesnt mean wat lohs. i will BRUST infornt of them one day. i mean stm noe everybody gots their limint uhs? make sure he dont go TOO FAR. or i will help him PULL BACK him. I ANIT WAT LAHS, I LOOK XIONG MAH. DOES DAT MEAN WAT? I ONLY XIONG TO PEOPLE I DISLIKE LOH. for those who i dont know i hav no intention. unless for SOME. this morning got this sec3 sicharb0r know i dere still go walk to the frew infornt of me still PUSH me. tmd, forgot to tell joey. xPp ireally HATE being accurse, OKAYS? everytime dey act innocent act infornt of dem jiu win lahs? den being normal WRONG lah? sorry lah, WE DONT ACT LAH. too bad our acting not so good. during cme while stm gone for heats maria the darling of mine sae irene den the whole grp was saying her, maria wanted make her cry. HAHAAS. den after school went took bus go hougang mall. today wanted seat ad 2nd floor so went up lucky still got space seat. PHEWS. den saw the mushroom. den we bo chap go sit. den i think think yi xia change place go infornt mushroom dere kajiao her. den the 3 of us sae mushroom blha nearly cry lah, I DONT CARE, OK? ask her parents come! whatever~ i am so unlucky to hav this kind OF CHINESE CLASSMATES and nobody in there gum with me. ALL 4 SO ACT, mix with dem hen xiasuay loh. i rather be ALONE during chi lesson. and IT? maybe i wont be attending anymore. TEACHER AH, COME FIND ME OKAY? I DONT MIND. bcus of the WONG, all thanks to him lah, i dont feel like gg alr. PUKES. wat a lousy CCA. budden got my xiao boyfriend dere lehs. HOW? arghhhhhhhs. watever, I DUNNOE!!!! after hm went home den walk to my room best called me. -.-" den change waited fur her to come my hse pass me her cable. den go heartland with her buy jas present. she takes a long time okk? and like my sis wan. arghhs~ den meet him, go hm pei him go eat slack till 7plus go home. *BEST, TOOK WRONG BUS TO SKY HSE. SHE GET UP AD KOVAN DROP AD KOVAN HUB. LOLS! HELL FUNNY LAHS. den go mac dere waited fur her, saw joey takl to her awhile while best go SHHH SHHH. =X den left to bus-stop. blahhhs. I REALLY HATE MY CLASS CANS? BLOODY SHIT! and this world, live so MANY HYPOS. can sae good things with you bhide ur back kar ur jiao wei. GET A LIFE~ andd, during hm lesson go hall, chated with pepper and ATTAP SEED. pepper hen cute lahs. and v mei. xD alrights, end here. bye. I HATE THEM SO MANY MANY MANY LAH.

2006-03-27T19:11:00.000+08:00

a short one today. =) laught alot in school today. esp eng lesson after finish our free writting. played some kidds game with dimple. like; oh pilla and blah. laught alot alot cans? and stm ask how old are we. -.- and, siaful kept on disbit dimpple during eng too. luaght like mad lahs. =x his a mad chair person lah, CLOWN! thm didnt cum today. waste our 3 lesson in the hall. i had my mini paino concert. L0LS~ shy lahs* after school went cp with 2 donkeys. had our lunch and walk ard. saw supercut was gone and i had a shock! but only shifted to level3. oh yar and talking abt shocked, during recess me irene and eisah was ad the level 2 dere eating and the staff toilet was dere and while eating i saw heads looking ad US! and guess wat i turn upp and saw rf! OMG, I WAS DAMN DAMN SHCOOK OK? scary lah, heart attack! but he was kind, was expect him to scold ue but he us we all to put the water in a bottle in a friendly voice. lols. he scared us TWO times, OMG~ dying soon. after eating in cp walk ard den went mini tooons to buy mm. yummy~ i love it~ i over EAT and SOENT today agn. wat the fuck. fine la, tmr! ARGHHHS~ i guess im sleeping ad 10 tonight. hell sleepy~ bye. *otw frm cp to hse saw this nv ger, sharonchewxueloon, HEN CHIO and nort dao AD ALL. =]

2006-03-27T18:44:00.001+08:00

a short one today. =) laught alot in school today. esp eng lesson after finish our free writting. played some kidds game with dimple. like; oh pilla and blah. laught alot alot cans? and stm ask how old are we. -.- and, siaful kept on disbit dimpple during eng too. luaght like mad lahs. =x his a mad chair person lah, CLOWN! thm didnt cum today. waste our 3 lesson in the hall. i had my mini paino concert. L0LS~ shy lahs* after school went cp with 2 donkeys. had our lunch and walk ard. saw supercut was gone and i had a shock! but only shifted to level3. oh yar and talking abt shocked, during recess me irene and eisah was ad the level 2 dere eating and the staff toilet was dere and while eating i saw heads looking ad US! and guess wat i turn upp and saw rf! OMG, I WAS DAMN DAMN SHCOOK OK? scary lah, heart attack! but he was kind, was expect him to scold ue but he us we all to put the water in a bottle in a friendly voice. lols. he scared us TWO times, OMG~ dying soon. after eating in cp walk ard den went mini tooons to buy mm. yummy~ i love it~ i over EAT and SOENT today agn. wat the fuck. fine la, tmr! ARGHHHS~ i guess im sleeping ad 10 tonight. hell sleepy~ bye. *otw frm cp to hm saw this nv ger, sharonchewxueloon, HEN CHIO and nort dao AD ALL. =]

2006-03-27T18:44:00.000+08:00

a short one today. =) laught alot in school today. esp eng lesson after finish our free writting. played some kidds game with dimple. like; oh pilla and blah. laught alot alot cans? and stm ask how old are we. -.- and, siaful kept on disbit dimpple during eng too. luaght like mad lahs. =x his a mad chair person lah, CLOWN! thm didnt cum today. waste our 3 lesson in the hall. i had my mini paino concert. L0LS~ shy lahs* after school went cp with 2 donkeys. had our lunch and walk ard. saw supercut was gone and i had a shock! but only shifted to level3. oh yar and talking abt shocked, during recess me irene and eisah was ad the level 2 dere eating and the staff toilet was dere and while eating i saw heads looking ad US! and guess wat i turn upp and saw rf! OMG, I WAS DAMN DAMN SHCOOK OK? scary lah, heart attack! but he was kind, was expect him to scold ue but he us we all to put the water in a bottle in a friendly voice. lols. he scared us TWO times, OMG~ dying soon. after eating in cp walk ard den went mini tooons to buy mm. yummy~ i love it~ i over EAT and SOENT today agn. wat the fuck. fine la, tmr! ARGHHHS~ i guess im sleeping ad 10 tonight. hell sleepy~ bye. *otw frm cp to hm saw this nv ger, sharonchewxueloon, HEN CHIO and nort dao AD ALL. =]

2006-03-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

heh, back to blog again! bored lahs, change my skin agn. nort v nice lahs. ARGHHS~ downloaded some ps brush, budden i dunnoe how to use. i mean after i unzip den i wan tuh load dats nothing. gotta ask helps from mei or whoever~! sometimes, i really hate my sis ALORT ALORT! she use to tell me respect blah to my parents where she herself dont do that? she is so lame and so kaobei lah. fed up, comes home give attitude. im so bloody fark up with her cans? arghhs~ oh yar, i downloaded the skull brush too! budden you know lah, i dunnoe how to load. fark! guess im sleeping soon. xp this skin is HALF DONE as about me blah is still blank. so it gonna take time to finish up yeahs? i should forget abt the past and start my life now. all the best to you guys. im in love with dont forget abt us this song too! thanks pepper-LOVES! end here, bye everyone. sleep early. ohhhhh! I HATE SCHOOL LAH!

2006-03-26T14:07:00.000+08:00

tralalalas~ gonna stay ad home the whole day and do my eng and maths. it has been a long time since i touch the two book uhs? and the 4 story books, arghhs. i must really work hard inorder to get good result isit? YEAPS~ budden... wheres my heart? hahas~ will try my best lah, si diva today if she doesnt come to school i will cruse her lah, wat kind of teacher is this? 10 days she only come 3 days. ask her eat shit! den owaes kp saying still got so many haben finish wat fark, CRAPS! love saying office this word. or rf. CRAPS agn.sorry but she is full of CRAPPS! ahaas~ from tmr i must listen and talk less in class. revise more online less. can i do it? ARGHHS~ fine lah, watever! DONT SEE SMALL ME. dont look down lah. task fur today* - ENG; finish the n level eng book till trial exam3 - MATHS; till topic2. xD (MATHS SUCKS!) - finish up half of the story book! (or whole book) - after finish all dose PACK bloody school stuff. - FINALLY time to online. - hopefully sleep at 10++ b4 11pm things i gotta do frm tmr onwards* - start my DIET till *4kg xp - save money fur june rebonding. - save money fur fone. -.- - save money fur june shopping. - LISTEN IN CLASS adn STOP TALKING. =x - online LESS and revise MORE. - go out LESS. [currently only all dose lah, hahas.] its all craps fur today. lalalas. i love bio bio shuai ge. oh yar, my recently hobbies. ENVY ME~ BOOS. %I FEEL LIKE GG MALL, BUT IM FULL TODAY. CHIONG MY BOOKS. AHAS. BOOHOOS.

2006-03-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

okays, today ehhs. was a fine day. xD woke up ad 10plus prepare and went to best hse waited fur her. she was LATE FOR 1/2 AN HOUR! i stand fur the 1/2 hour okays? omg~ argghhs. den after she came went took a bus tuh east coast. headed to mac bought sth den went to find a plcae. tan for abt an hoour plus den headed home as im gg out with qingai in the afternnon. xD reach home chiong go bath and eat sms her. meet her in the bus den go bugis! =D today is a weird day lahs, im having a bad flu since morning cans? arghhs. and however hopw many pics we took today all turns out so ugly! ARGHHS~ den walk ard left bugis ard 6 plus went tuh 51 bus stop budden kinda long so we walk up to 80 bus stop. den v long also happen to see 51 stop dere den traffic light also den tell qingai we chiong to 51 busstop. xD den run all the way like mad. attract attention. so malu. den lucky we reach dere bus habn come. hahas. den went hougang mall otw her mum cor her den sae wan fetch her den reach go buy bubble tea den waited for her mum den i go mac find my maddies! slack awhile den went home. stm really hate my sis. FARK~ tmr im gonna stay ad home the whole day, it has been long since i touch my maths and eng n level book! IM IN LOVE WITH 3250. PINK WAN, SO CHIO. i wan aim dat, infact i aim since last year. -.- alrights lah, the stpid cousin of mine also hen FARK Llah. both FARK. cb lah, bye

2006-03-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

so tired. sigh~ school was alright today. everything is smooth i guess. recess wanted go down to canteen budden walk wakl walk saw a guy look like rf den see clearly its HIM jitao run and run den push dim dey all away den run to another stairs. -.- so funny lah, still can rmb how i run. after school eat in school den took bus tuh hougang mall. den dunnoe wan go wher think think go interchange think think change this change that den took 107 to my hse, took my stuff, change den went down. went east coast. tann myself but i dont seee any changes. tann only fur less den an hour. den start to rain. arghhhs~ i wanna go agn lah. too white liaos. ARGHHHS. till 430 went mac toilet den eat there. was ugly, so order a meal. stupid new aunt ad stall dunnnoe wat $1 so lil so easy full arghhs. bleahs. tmr morning wan find ppl pei me go tann lehs, afternoon maybe gg bugis with qingai? argghs, i dunnoe lahs. nxt week left $2 i OVER spent. im so brooke now. TMR DATING WITH MY QINGAI! L0NG TIME SINCES WE MAD 0UT TGH LERS. W00TS~ I"HATE" HER!!!

2006-03-22T19:11:00.000+08:00

Today was a "GREAT" day for me. xD lesson were alright budden i wasnt in a good mood today. not very noisy, didnt talk much. was in the parade sq till dunnoe wat time. so hot. manage to finsh my moral story book. ytd start reading and i finish today. great! force myself to read lah, if not how to improve uhs? after recess all stm lesson. he crap about the dumb n level thing den let us do last year mid year eng paper 1. do finish still left 1 or 2 lesson den ask bitch cum talk den so hum loh sae wat dun wan sae cus i sae dem till dey LL den he sae normal wat fuck wan. den i suan lohs, cus i pro my gf no more this kind and forcus on studying. =D den 130 went foto taking wear the i forgot call wat. look so smart. xD ahhas, but i look so UGLY. omg~ i cant imaigne how it will look. it didnt even SMILE and dimple sae ue look so stress in the pic! i was like, really arghss furget it, im stress.? recess gg down to level2 the fire alarm bell rang, i was shouting" FIRE FIRE SCHOOL ON FIRE" ahas~ den i laught and luaght like mad. i really wonder wat happen tuh me. im turning mad in NO TIME. after foto taking not long went to had my lunch with irene! -.-" stupid ira got parade tingy dim got prize tingy den i with irene loh. eat ler den qingai sae go libabry dere den go lohs while irene go hlp thia do sth. den 330 went staffroom find her time fur IT den we go find WJS. omg~ i hate hm like FUCK. i was finding him from 330 to 430 NON STOP and we finally found him ad 430 he didnt wan to mark our attendences. fine den talk alot and sae we are lying. FINE larhs, i suka go IT jiu go not suka I DONT WAN TO GO! its my mind LEG you shut up. esp go NYP ue go eat shit and dont waste my bloody PRECIOUS time. after finding him went walk ard with irene den talk ard waited fur dim to finish taf. den saw ira, 1st time her np tingy ends so early cans? den after the taf went buy jelly eat. spent alot on EATING today. si fai zhu, i weight *6 now okays? wtf~ gain weight cans? arghhs~ went home ard 5plus with darl, dim, ira. =D my fav song- i will blife it; miracle; i carn stand it; TONIGHT MEGAMIX; stick wif ue; bcus of ue; bhide all these hazel eye; i nid ue vs ue nid me jiu shi ai ni; tian hui; bu zhou ni de peng you. currently only can think of some. =D FREWS; i wont be myself fur the next few days, i wun talk much. sorry, i noe ue all gonna mis my voice! * i hate the 2n charb0r. pcb wan~ so step.PUKES.

2006-03-18T00:39:00.000+08:00

im back agn. xp dun really feel like blogging alr. its so bored. came back frm msia ytd. phew~ i jus love my life dere. i hate my life HERE. sucks pretty much. fri- went perming turns out wtf? my hair all like grass? fark. saw hy,yp blah ad the salon too! dey doing rebonding. and yp is FARKING nice. arghhs~ im jus damn jealous of her. xp sat afternoon went jb alr. sinces i step into jb im eating and eating and i put on weight. -.- eat ALOT okays? no wonder im so FAT. xp wed shld be cumin home budden fur sum reason i stay till thrus. STUPID QING AI* i aint lost in msia lohs. bleahs, sorry arhs. i nbr furget our date lohs. i prois fri we go bugis or town tgh yarhs? I BOOK YOU FIRST!!! okay. today met dim ad 101 bus den went k0van. b0ught bubble tea den went bus-st0p t00k bus tuh es meet umairah. xD trip was l0ng. dumb driver drive S0 FAST. meet umiarah den walk ard ad es i mean the top dere den walk tuh marina sq, walk ard pass by c2. SAW YANDA0! 0mg~ his damn damn FARKING cute lah. den t0day kip 0n bi0-ing yanda0. -,- den walk to suntec den bugis. all along having lots of fun carn control ourself but we are jus mad when the 3 of us i tgh. hahas. xp after bugis t00k 80 tuh k0van walk ard had 0ur dinner. went bus-st0p ard 9 plus. went up the bus ard 10plus f00ling ard ad the bus-st0p. super fun with them lah. 3 different races, size looks. we dont mind looks cus we treasure REAL FRIENDSHIP. we hate fakers. dey sucks. we dont need fake friends in our life. thank you! tmr out with darl. loves. i love my 2 rubbish frew.

2006-03-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

i aint in a good mood now. x) i think i need a puff. but i promise muhself i carn. i've nort benn touching it fur almost A YEAR. i mean during MAY its 1 year already. but im sick and tired of life. swo many dumb problem have been coming 1 by 1. hairstyling aint tat easy. today did colouring. -.- tmr cutting. after school settle things out with them. ohh come on dey are jus bull shitting. thier reason and answer is so fucking lame and stupid. we dont belive. fine~ dey wan tok cock let dem tok. hey kids, c'on we left last few mths carn we enjoy it tgh? after our N's i cfm ue wun be contacting us and so we are. carn ue kids grow up and think? dont owaes giv lame and stupid answer. that show how stupid of ue. saw muh result today. fooking 3 bloody Us. fone~ i didnt really study this time. and... sad. but im happy enuff tuh see muh maths can? 70 sia. woots~ high! LOLS. heh. ad0be7. arghhs~ I WANT okays? can miracle happends? qingai* ; im nort hot when ue tell me dat lahs. i jus wan ue be happy norhs. dats wat i wan from ue. dun smoke evenif ue are feeling down or wat. aint good anyway. zhi dao mah? anw, most important is dont let him do anything funny okays? dont let him sweet talk den shang dang. heh~ any pro feel free tuh tell me okays? IM YOUR QING AI LOHS. xPp alright, tmr is the last day fri back to books. sick* andd.. MY HAIR LAH!! H0W???????? ARGHHHS~ end here. byes